i don't know why but i started craving the feeling of hunger. the first time i met this feeling was when i was 11. i wanted to feel empty inside, just to feel accomplished, good enough, like i actually did something right for once in my life. it makes me feel better about myself in some sick, twisted way, like i'm rewarding myself by not eating. and i know in my head i have it all backwards but i can't stop. i can't seem to shake it. i fear that i'll never be able to rid of this hunger for hunger.
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dispositional tendencies
Poesíaa collection of writing and poetry i wrote about things that i can't always say out loud. i hope you enjoy this and can find comfort in knowing others feel the same as you and that you are not alone :)
