52. painfully content

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loving you

is so beyond painful

but i think i like the pain

even though i always complain


because i had comfort

knowing that i didn't know the answer

it was easier to pretend

we were something that we were not


although i wanted to know

i was painfully content

with not having to let you go

not just yet..

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