83. unloved

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i know i am loved,

i can acknowledge that.


thoroughly, i don't feel loved.

not even slightly.


and i know i'm cared for,

people show me that everyday.


but i don't feel like i'm cared for.

not even at all.


i can recognize it,

but can't seem to experience it,

being loved.


why is that?

i cannot feel the feeling of being loved,

when it is beyond being felt,

just aware of.

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