i learn every day that i don't like to be alone.
sometimes silence becomes too unbearable,
movies and shows fuel me with jealousy for what i can't have,
and music takes over too much of my emptiness.
i bury myself in the comfort of fictional stories,
other people's perfect lives and busy plans,
and i will my own heartbreak to pass,
i try and forget that i am lonely.
but it is hard to forget that i am alone.
social media is a gallery of hopeful people,
a collection of memories that have been made together.
the places that i go to feel less alone,
are also the places that remind me that i am.
i don't like to be alone,
but i must learn to bear it.
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dispositional tendencies
Poesiaa collection of writing and poetry i wrote about things that i can't always say out loud. i hope you enjoy this and can find comfort in knowing others feel the same as you and that you are not alone :)
