embarrassed on how much work i put in for us.
embarrassed about the amount i got back from you.
saddened by your cruel words that sting.
saddened by all mine that remain unsaid.
broken by how little you care.
broken that i do not care more.
stuck with the loneliness sitting in my stomach.
stuck with your many false promises and pretty lies.
lost at your heartless actions.
lost finding my way through these clouded emotions.
scared to be on my own.
scared you'll come back.
if you come back i'll have to relive it all again.
the embarrassment,
sadness,
broken heart,
lost mind,
frustration,
anger.
figuring out how to let you go again.
YOU ARE READING
dispositional tendencies
Poetrya collection of writing and poetry i wrote about things that i can't always say out loud. i hope you enjoy this and can find comfort in knowing others feel the same as you and that you are not alone :)
