Out-Flirt Me - Anakin x Reader

Chapter 35- Finding out and Getting out

Funny, so am I.

You could hear his thoughts stop for a second.

Wait, really?

Yeah, I just talked to this weird guy. The Father.

Hold on, I think I see him.

He disconnected from your thoughts but you could still feel him. You wanted to tell 'Dont talk to him!' but that would just make Anakin suspicious. What if he hated you after learning you were created to destroy him? What if he left you and everyone he cared about to turn to the dark side? You wouldn't be able to live, because you would have to kill a part of yourself.

Sinking onto the floor, you placed your hands on your head and grabbed your hair. Deep breaths, deep breaths.

~Flashback~

"Y/n! Are you alright? I didn't mean to, I swear!"

You held onto your arm as tears flowed from your eyes. You were 9 and it was Anakin's first year at the temple, almost second. He was playing with a pencil Obi-Wan had given him. It had been floating side to side with the force when it shot at you and sliced your arm.

"It's okay, Ani," You strained as you looked at your arm.

"Okay," He climbed off his bed and sat next to you on the ground. When he looked at your arm, he froze.

You mocked, "Deep breaths, deep breaths."

He had comforted you with these words only a few weeks ago. When you slipped on something in the garden and hit your back.

He chuckled as he responded, "You should take some too."

~Flashback over~

Deep breaths, the memory made you chuckle, I won't ever have to hurt Ani. I would never.

Rocking yourself back and forth, you held onto your legs. Anakin had gotten you a bacta patch and you were all better within a day. He had only been at the Temple for a year and yet you two would do anything for each other.

Your Master feared that you had become attached to him. Yet, she always said things like 'let it fuel you' or 'feel it and use it'. Since you were so young, you probably misheard. She wouldn't say those things, it was un-Jedi-like.

Now that you were feeling a bit calmer, you got back up and faced the window. Everything outside was a deep purple or black. Everything was dead, it was as if the world had died in the past few hours. As you walked toward it, it seemed as though there was a figure out there.

Squinting, you tried to figure out what it was but you couldn't. Then it disappeared and you flinched backward. After only a second, you felt a presence behind you. Your hands shook as you slowly turned around to face them.

When you caught sight of him, your shaking stopped. Qui-Gon, he stood in front of you not as a force ghost but alive.

"Master Qui-Gon?"

"I've been waiting for you to see me, it took you long enough."

Smiling, you responded, "I was afraid." You were taken back by your words, you hadn't even admitted that to yourself.