Ruining Her (TAGALOG VERSION)

Chapter 49

AVALINE

Guilt that's what I currently feel as I hugged Marcolette, her whole body is still shaking from earlier episode. Hindi ko naman gustong takutin siya, I was... I was just so frustrated! All I did was grab her arm and I think yun talaga Yung naka pag pa trigger nang panic attack nya. My breath shudders at the thought that I had managed to hurt her. Fear grip me at my neck making it harder for me to breathe.

Pano kung iwan niya ulit ako because of this? I can't let that happen, mababaliw ako nang tuluyan if I lose her. I kissed her shoulder and then her Cheeks before hugging her even more tighter, naka upo kami sa sahig at kanina pa kami mag kayakap, she's griping on me hard. As if takot siyang mawala ako.

Marcolette's mind is very unpredictable... One time she's clinging to me for dear life and the next she'll be pulling away from me as if ayaw niya akong makita... I know how her mind could easily change... I know after this she would think of leaving me again. I cannot let that happen, I won't let that happen, dapat maka isip ako nang paraan para Hindi niya ako iwan.

"Baby, baby please look at me." Bulong ko sakanya, Hindi siya gumalaw bagkos ay mas humigpit lang Ang yakap niya saakin. She's still crying... I buried my head to the space between her neck and shoulder, I inhaled her scent and closed my eyes.

"I love you." Bulong ko sakanya. Wala siyang imik kaya hinalikan ko siya, still she didn't move but her grip on me remained tight. I will apologize over and over again, I will apologize in every way I know. Just to make sure na mapapatawad niya ako. Kissed her jawline before kissing her ear, a sensitive spot, and believe it or not, one of her erogenous zones. I heard her breath hitches before I continued.

Marahan lang na mga halik Ang binibigay ko sakanya, I also started rubbing slow circles on her back with my thumb.

"Avaline." Rinig Kong sabi niya but she didn't do anything to stop me, and her voice held no sign of resistance so I continued. I kept on kissing her until mahalikan ko na ang labi niya, I felt her exhaled and body relaxed against mine.

"I love you." Pag ulit ko bago ko siya muling halikan. The kiss started off soft, until it deepened... I shoved my tongue inside her mouth, hers tried to push mine out but I won, my hands slowly traveled inside her shirt and I let my finger tip graze her sensitive skin. I felt her breath hitch, that's why I stopped for a moment giving her a chance to push me away kung sakaling mag bago man Ang isip niya but she didn't, instead she kissed my neck before nipping.

Nag patuloy na sa pag galaw ang aking kamay hangang sa marating ko Ang dibdib niya, only noticed it now, wala pala siyang suot na bra which made it easier for me to touch her pierced nipple. I gently rolled her hard nipples between my fingers and watched as her expression changes, her mouth slightly opened and an unfamiliar sound escape from her parted lips making me grow wetter. Shit.

"I love you." I said again before giving her quick peck on her lips. Binitawan ko na Ang nipples niya at dahan dahan siyang inihiga sa may sahig.

"Let me apologize, please." Pag mamakaawa ko sakanya bago ko hinubad Ang aking Damit. I slowly unbuttoned her jeans and pulled the zipper down before pulling the insulting material off of her. She's wearing a black panties. Gosh she looks good in black. Tiningnan ko siya waiting for her permission, her breath was already ragged and her eyes looks darker. She gave me a nod of permission which made me smile. I slowly pulled her panties down and watches her as she watches me. Nang maihubad ko na yon ay dali dali akong pumaibabaw sakanya.

"Avaline." Ungol niya sa aking pangalan which drove me like crazy. Pinikit ko Ang mga mata ko upang kontrolin Ang aking sarili. I dip down Ang kissed her erected nipples. I felt her body twitch before I latch and sucked her nipples.