𝑬𝒏𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒚

41.

𝓦𝓮'𝓻𝓮 𝓪 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘, 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓽𝓱 𝓲𝓼, 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓷𝓸 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵.
-𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓻𝔂

The weather seemed cold as the crisp air of the early morning blew in the city intending to give chills even to the warm bodies of the early raisers. Yesterday night's rain turned out to be a colder morning for the residents of Mumbai and even the slightest cold weather was too much for them. Mumbai was known for its bearable humidity but never for cold weather and a sudden chilly morning always comes out as a surprise. It was one of those mornings today and Sofia was curled up against the cushion of the chair in the sitting area of the kitchen balcony sipping her warm tea that gives her body a relaxing warmness against the cold weather.

This house and its floor plans still astonished her to no extent. Noor Villa didn't have any sitting area in the kitchen nor did it have an adjacent balcony but this house was designed to have things one can not imagine and it always impresses her that the brain behind this masterpiece was of no one else's but Arsalan's.

A rush of memory comes back to her when she thinks of him and her body heats up this time not because of her tea but because of what they had shared yesterday. A memory she had locked up in her precious treasure box with all those small moments she had with him. They were her happy place and now he was becoming her happy place.

She can still feel his warm hands that were holding her close when they were drowned deep down in their desire. The spark of yesterday night burned intensely at the forefront of her mind. She can still feel the fire within her bones when his lips met with her for the first time and something inside her came to life. She had never known her first-ever kiss would make her feel different emotions all at the same time as if the restless waves of the sea finally met the shore or as if hot lava erupting from a volcano of pent-up desire leaving behind its remaining heat.

He had left behind the scorching heat for her to deal with and she was all in deep wanting for another release. Her lips sizzled with the thought of their shared kiss and she traced her lips the way he did. She can not let go of the dark gaze he had for her the way they glimmer with the dark hungry desire to have her for himself to claim her as his under the drizzling rain. She bit her lower lip when she imagined tasting his luscious full lip and breathing in his minty breaths suddenly raised her heartbeat.

She knew she wouldn't be able to control once her inner desire was unleashed and all she could think about was how to satisfy her hunger. Was it normal to be wanting more? To be greedy for having what was once given? She didn't know which was why she was hiding on the balcony of the kitchen away from Arsalan, afraid to be in his vicinity not because of him but because of herself. She didn't trust herself to behave well around him when she was bubbling with newfound desire towards him.

Suddenly something hit her between her ongoing thoughts and she slumped deeper in the chair. All this desire, lust and want for each other was amazing and that was what humans wish to do at some point in their life but the biggest part was what after that? Will this all be temporary just because they have an attraction towards each other? Right now it all feels exhilarating but once it dies then what? Something heavied in her chest and she so wanted to acknowledge the voice that was shouting at the back of her head but she squashed it down. It was wrong to expect more when you know there could be chances of getting hurt for keeping bigger expectations. Expectations of being in love and to be loved.