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Chapter 49: The Fallen Angel

The Fallen Angel

"How should we end-"

"I'm sorry, Soobin."

Soobin's eyes widen and was taken aback when he saw how Yeonjun knelt on the ground with heads low. "I'm sorry. I am going to take the blame of all the things that my family had done to you. So please, accept my apology-"

"What the fuck are you talking right now?" Soobin ask, gritting his teeth.

Yeonjun look up at him with such sincerity, guilt and despair. "I'll do whatever you want me to do. Kill me if you wanted to if that's will make you at peace. A-all this time you have been suffering alone because of what they did but I'm here now. You can do whatever you want in me," Yeonjun stated.

Choi Soobin aggressively breathes out that created a smoke in this winter season. "Are you really giving up right now? I told you to fight me!"

"I don't want to hurt you!" Soobin blinks twice when Yeonjun shouted that. "If it's really my fault- no, everything was because of me, they hide me to protect me and because of that your family got killed. I'm really sorry that's why... please, just kill me instead."

"You son of a bitch," Soobin cursed and throw a hard kick coming from the left in Yeonjun's face that made him roll on the ground.

Yeonjun felt the pain of it and felt the blood coming from his cut lip. But still he get back on his kneeling position after that and received again another kick in the stomach.

Soobin frustratedly shouted in anger and pulled Yeonjun up and punch him hard on the face. "Why! Why are you acting like a bullshit right now!? I told you to kill me, asshole!" he shouted while throwing countless punches on the younger.

"S-so that, we'll get the justice that we need," Yeonjun tried to talk and coughs.

He stares deeply Soobin's eyes and he can see pain in there, he can see the younger's agony, longing, and guilt. Yeonjun reached Soobin's cheek and carress it.

"Let's stop this now, please. Let's end this."

"No way in hell," Soobin disagreed and pushed away Yeonjun's hand and then he walks back. "Stand up, fight me. Stand up Choi Yeonjun!" he yelled again.

Yeonjun tried standing up while feeling the numbness of his face. "Why are you still taking this long? Huh? I told you to end this!" he shouted.

"Why are you being like this? Is this because you know the mafia got your back? Is it because you are the heir!? Huh!? Why Choi Yeonjun!?"

"This isn't about the mafia, Choi Soobin! This is about us. This is about the fate you created for me. This is about my tangled fate that no matter what I do I will keep on coming back to you and I need to end this! Because the more we stay longer, the more we get hurt together."

"Stop saying as if you really care for me!"

"I do! I always do Soobin! I-I always care for you t-that's why Im trying to end this with this," Yeonjun stated.

Soobin doesn't know how to react. All this time he doesn't know what really loves is, that's why he's doing everything arounds him. Even if everyone will tell him Yeonjun really cares for him, he'll still think it as a cover up or part of a plan.

"Fate? Why do you think I made your fate? It's because you and I are alike. We are both born for the same reason. It wasn't me who created your fate, it's just that we are really fated to meet and die together," Soobin explained.

"W-what?"

"Yeonjun, you don't really know who you are, right? What are you going to do if you found out the truth?"