Ravaged (CHURCH SIBLINGS 3)

CHAPTER 13

Apollo has been calling me. He also leave tons of messages cursing my whole being. Something terrible is happening in the club right now, he said few people passed out vomiting and already out to the hospital. I just texted him back not to worry, natural lang 'yon, baka baguhan sa inuman kaya sila nagkaganoon.

I drive to the Lambda Zeta frat house with still much fury inside me. Totohanin ko ang sinabi ko kanina, susunogin ko ang buong frat house and I will burn Mick with it. Dumaan pa ako sa gasoline station para bumili ng gas.

When I arrived to the frat house they're also having a party. I might be a bad person but I am not crazy to put myself in the situation where I will harm this many people.

I meet Mick's gaze when I look up on the grand balcony, he glare at me— I return the same exact energy. I didn't do anything against him. Marami akong pabor na binigay sa kanya huwag siyang umasta na napakamali akong umalis dahil sa gusto nila akong parusahan sa bagay na tama lang na ginawa ko.

Gusto niya ng laro? Pagbibigyan ko siya.

Magsasayang ako ng gasolina na binili ko pero hindi ako uuwi na hindi ako nakakaganti. Bumalik ako sa loob ng kotse at tumawag ng police. I anonymously tip the authority— ilang frat party na ang narito rin ako. I know what they're doing inside, hindi lang drugs ang mahuhuli sa loob. There will be prostitution, gambling and everything only the worst person could do.

Nakatanggap ako ng text mula kay Mick. Tinawag niya akong duwag— pero hindi ko pinasok sa utak ko lahat ng 'yon. I wouldn't want to be near the frat house when the cops arrive. Kaya akong ilabas ng mga magulang ko but I wouldn't wish to sleep inside the jail tonight.

I planned to go back straight to Cayenne. I want to bring her to my place— to my condo. But when I step out of my car I was welcome with Apollo's punch that immediately throw me off the ground.

"What the fuck?!" I yelled at him, helping myself to stand up.

"Gago ka! Where have you been?" Kinwelyohan niya ako. Nang lingunin ko ang club doon ko lang napansin ang responder at mga ambulance. I was scared to death thinking that there might be some fire or chemical leak— Cayenne— siya kaagad ang inisip ko.

"Get your hands off me—

"Asshole! Fucking irresponsible asshole!" sigaw niya sa akin habang diniinan ang pagkakatulak sa akin sa pinto ng sasakyan. "Saan ka nagpunta? Sinugod na sa hospital ang mga tao inuna mo pa ang kagagohan mo?!"

My mind lose its ability to understand. Napatunganga lang ako kahit na hinatak ako ni Apollo papunta sa guests ko na nilalapatan ng paunang gamot.

"W—what happened?" Finally I had the courage to ask Apollo.

"Someone spike the drinks and I guess that someone was you, Abraham—" I never heard such fury from him before. Tatahimik lang siya at titingin lang pero ngayon dama ko na kaya niya akong suntukin ulit. "How fucking dumb can you get? Kasama kami sa guest list mo, pati malalapit na kaibigan mo. How could you put everyone's life in danger? Abraham gusto lang ng mga tao na pumunta para magsaya hindi ang gawin ang mga ginagawa mo. Everyone is right, you are so stupid and only thought of yourself. Hindi mo naisip na nasa loob din mga kapatid mo, hindi mo na inisip anong sakit ng ulo na naman dadalhin mo sa mga magulang natin."

I couldn't take myself to step in the club. I felt numbness all over my body.

Is it really my doing? Am I that stupid and selfish?

Kasalanan ko ba lahat? Kahit ang kay Cayenne? I never wish to harm her— it's the only thing I know to ease her. Gusto ko nalang siyang yakapin ngayon at walang tigil na humingi ng pasensya.