CAYENNE AMINA YLOIUSE GOKONGWEI
Natulala ako nang makaalis na si Kuya Abraham. I know I was too harsh with him. But I did it to save him from trouble. He's been nothing but good with me since I told him what had happened with me and Kuya Adi. He was also there when I almost killed myself. Dumating siya sa tamang oras, naisip ko nalang noong nalaman kong buntis ako na mas mabuti nalang magpasagasa ako sa bus. But he assured me everything will be fine and it became my strength. He made me forget about my problem. He reminded me to take care of myself and be strong.
I lost Milan, I lost my first boyfriend— I thought Abraham was my constant but it turned out I also needed to lost him.
Sobrang sakit, alam ko naman na gusto niya lang akong maging masaya sa desisyon ko pero hindi na ako pwedeng maging tapat sa kanya sa lahat ng nangyayari. May buhay siya na hindi dapat ako ang pinorpoblema. The almost three months of him being my shoulder to lean was more than enough. He went out of his way to make everything comfortable and easy for me.
Kung hindi ako papayag sa kasal dad will open an investigation to what had happened during Kuya Abe's organized party. Narinig ko ang usapan nila ni Papa Izrael, papalabasin nilang ginahasa ako ni Kuya Adi. It's not true, pareho kaming wala sa sarili, oo nga at nagkamali kami pero hindi niya pinilit sa akin ang gabing iyon. I remember asking him for more— I am disgusted of myself for that. I betrayed Milan. I am not a good friend.
I don't like crying but I couldn't help but cry. It isn't a bad idea if I run away with Kuya Abe, I know for sure he will take care of me pero madadamay lang siya, mas magiging malala ng sitwasyon.
I remember the first time I saw him fight someone. Nakakatakot siya, wala siyang awa pero hindi ko napigilan na mapahanga sa kanya. I was always curious about Kuya Abe, our family always have a vacation together. Hindi siya masungit but definitely not approachable too. Palagi ko rin naririnig kay Tita Anika that she's worried about Kuya Abe. I put effort para lang maging kaibigan siya. It wasn't easy but all worth it, masaya siyang kasama, marami akong natutuhan sa kanya.
"Cay, are you listening?"
"Ha?"
Napalingon ako kay Milan nang kalabitin niya ako. Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin. She got home from his out of the country race— may internship si Kuya Adi kaya ako ang ginugulo niya at hinila para lumabas.
"I am asking what do you think about Ralph?"
Tinago ko na ang cellphone ko. I am texting with Kuya Abe. Nagsusungit na naman 'yon si Kuya, ayaw talaga akong pansinin after he brought me last time sa illegal racing. Ewan ko sa kanya, he suddenly acted freaky pagkatapos na may lumapit sa amin na mukhang kakilala naman niya.
BINABASA MO ANG
Ravaged (CHURCH SIBLINGS 3)
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