"You told her, of all the people you could tell," your voice cracks and the tears start rolling down your cheeks. "You told her," you say and push past her to find the girl."Y/n, I have no idea what you're talking aboht" She yells after you as you're walking down to the training rooms where she is with Wanda, Clint, Steve, two or three other agents and Fury.
You barge through the doors and into the room, she's currently listening to Clint talk and nobody is really paying attention to anything else going on other than Fury. He notices just how angry you look, and silently warns Steve.
"Katie!" You yell as you push through Clint and Wanda. "You snarky little bitch!" You say and punch her in the face so she lands on her back on the floor. Your mother screams your name, as does the rest of the adults in the room.
"Who the fuck do you think you are?" Katie asks you and get back on her feet. She push her hands out to push you, this you catch onto and you grab her arm and twist it around her back so you're holding her still, her back pressed against your chest.
"You wanna be good while we're training? That fine. You wanna get invested in my relationships with the teachers here? That's cool. You want to get invested in what I do with my private time? Alright. But the moment, you cross the line and begin getting close and thought knit with my family, that's when I have a problem, even more so when you begin asking questions about me," you tighten your grip on her and she yelps in pain.
Clint's hands are trying to get you to let go, and Steve is trying to rip Katie out of your grip, Fury is yelling at you, and Wanda is trying to talk to your mother.
When you finally let go of her, she immediately turns and punch you right back, breaking your nose, "good one, I'll give you that, but just know, if I want you dead, it's going to happen," you threaten and spit blood out of your mouth.
"Let's go," Fury says and grab onto your arm. You look back and Clint is helping Katie get to the infirmary probably to make sure her arm isn't broken, and the rest of the adults are walking with you and Fury.
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"What the actual fuck is wrong with you?" Fury leans over his desk and slam his hand into the table. "That girl could've broke her arm, you know that right? Of course you know that," he says disappointed and sit down in his chair.
As the other adults join you Fury looks over at your mom and then down at you, "will one of you please explain what is going on, before I get a brain bleed," He yells and look at you.
You fiddle with the strings of your hoodie and swing with your feet, "y/n," Steve scolds you and you sit up right and let go of the string.
"I'm sorry," you mumble and glance up at Fury.
"Speak up," he tells you calmly.
"I am sorry, grand father, it will not happen again, now can somebody please get me an ice pack, because the bitch broke my nose," you say and throw your hands in the air like a child.
Wanda walks out and comes back a few minutes later with an ice pack. You and your mom exchanges looks and she tells the others to leave the room.
"Y/n, talk to me, what the hell is going on with you?" She crouches down in front of you and put a hand on your cheek.
"I can't tell you," you say and a tear fall out of your eye. Your response takes her by surprise.
"Why not Honey? You know you can tell me anything," You do know that you can tell her anything, but she has not been very good at proving it, especially not lately.
"I don't trust you mom, that's the problem," You tell her.
"Y/n;"
"The only people that can hurt us are the ones we trust," you mumble and She asks you to repeat what you just said.
"The only people that can hurt us are the ones we trust," You yell at her, "you remember that? You taught me that!" You continue, "and I'll be damned if I let you of all people prove it!" When you finish speaking she's looking at you with tears in her eyes.
You sit in silence for probably five minutes before either of you move any part of your body. "And now you're quiet?" You scoff at her silence. "God, I've argued a lot with dad, but I damn near never made him silent," Those words hurt her, if there is one thing you never do, it's compare your parents to each other.
"Y/n, I need you to tell me what is going on, because if you don't I'm afraid I'm not gonna be able to help you," She wipes the tears away from her face and sits down on an actual chair.
"If you had to chose, between me, and Katie, who would you chose? Ultron all over again, which of us, would be pulled out of hydra? Red room, all fucking over again, which one of us, would be pulled out of there?" Even the thought of you mentioning the red room makes your mother sick, she's never told anybody but Clint and Fury about what happened to her in there, and neither of them got the full story, so the fact that you even know what it is scares her.
"Y/n, I don't know what you're talking about. And I don't know where this is coming from," she gives a nervous chuckle hoping you are going to let it go.
"Do you think I am an idiot? I know everything about it, I've read all of the files in the damn storage room, and there is a lot." You dry your face in your sleeve and look down at your feet.
"Y/n, that doesn't explain your behavior. But to answer your question, of course I would chose you, and I am going to tell you everything you want to know about both ultron and my childhood, but I just have to make sure that you are okay first," her hand caresses your cheek and you close your eyes as her arms wrap around you.
"Now will you please be honest with me?"You nod at her request and take a deep breath before pulling your phone out of your pocket, unlocking it, going into your messages and showing her all the texts you've gotten from Katie. "How does she know that about me?" You ask her and point the paragraph Katie sent you a couple of days about both your mental and physical health.
As your mom finishes reading the paragraph she's crying again, and when she reads the ones you sent back to Katie after she drops her phone and her arms are around you again and she is apologizing like crazy.
"I am so sorry Y/n, and I have no idea how she knew all these things about you, even before I did," and that's when it hit you, some of the things Katie mentioned, you had never told your mom. "Stay here for a second," she tells you and walks out of Fury's office.
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When the door opens again after 45 minutes there is a woman walking over to you, and she sits down in the chair your mother was in, one you haven't seen before, "Y/n, my name is Jessica Montgomery, and I have just had a short talk with your mom and your grandfather," well that's fucking awesome.
"So, you're a therapist?" You give her attitude and cross your arms across your chest.
When she begins talking like a normal person and not a therapist she's actually okay, and you try to explain some of the things your mother read in the texts, without making the mistakes of showing her them.
The two of you agree on meeting twice a week, and Fury agrees on this, even though you aren't a fan of it, you know you need to talk to someone, and if that someone is Jessica, you'll take it.
When you finished talking your mom was ready to take you to the infirmary and forced you to apologize to Katie, which you didn't really do, it was a half assed fake one, which she also noticed, but you didn't care it worked.
When you had to fall asleep that night you did it in your moms bed, lying in her arms, and crying a little bit, "I love you Y/n, so so much, and I am so sorry that I didn't notice anything sooner," she presses a kiss on the top of your head and tightens her grip on you.
"I'm sorry, for how I acted today, and for assuming that you told Katie something that you didn't even know," you apologize and snuggle into her chest.
"And I love you too,"
I tbh don't know where the fuck I was going with this, I wanted drama, and fluff, so I combined it. Don't ask cause I do not know.
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FanficImagines of Scarlett Johansson and Natasha Romanoff. This is female reader Tw: SH, Suicide, smut, talk about blood, suicide, ed, abuse, trauma.