is this real? Milly and Matt #HouseoftheDragon

our little bubble (milly's pov)

We were kissing and touching each other when I look at him and I don't know what came over me but just felt a thing on my chest that can't even describe because I've never felt anything like this ever. I don't think I've been really in love. I know I'm young, that I'm just 22 years old but all of the things I've been feeling for him while we were away from each other came stronger than ever once I saw him in front of me and since I've been feeling his hands over my body and his kisses, and he hasn't been inside me yet. Matt noticed I was in my thoughts and that was looking at him.

"Hey, are you okay?" – he asked with nothing but love in his tone – "yes, I am okay. Is just that I have you here with me and don't know but these emotions I've been feeling these past few months without knowing what really was and then seeing you, I just have this feeling so happy and at peace right now and I've never experienced this before and I don't know, I just..." – he cut me off by lifting my head so I can look at him and touches my face smiling at me – "I'm feeling the same way than you and I also can't explain this with words, this has been going on for at least this past month like stronger and stronger and is why couldn't handle it anymore being away from you and needed to see you. I was starting to go crazy and people around me noticed that I was going nuts and that something was up with me; even my mum."

"Wait, really? mine too..." – oh this is getting insane if our own mothers are starting to realize something is up. I looked at him with worried eyes, we were starting to act like crazy people...

"Yeah, she called me the day before we talked. I was having trouble to sleep and I was not having a good time on the trip and my friends just let me be, because they were idiots that were having the best vacations of their lives and I was the one single, but I made it clear to them that I wasn't there to do anything with anyone like they were pushing me to do" – I made a weird face since didn't liked what he was talking about, but kept watching him with big eyes before he continued talking.

"She said she saw pictures of me online with my friends and that she saw me not happy like someone single should be acting on vacation and that she wanted to know how I was doing and such. So, I told her kinda was feeling odd but didn't have the correct answer as to why, but that I was over these trips and was thinking on going back home and take time to myself before going back to work. She knew that I wasn't feeling this way because of my dad's passing and my grieving but it was something else and if that someone was a girl" - I freeze for a second when he said the last part and he noticed.

"I told her that I've been talking to someone, that she was someone special but that we were taking our time and didn't know if this was going to work, and that was all the info I was going to give her and she said if that someone was someone from work, because obviously after my last relationship she was worried and she knows me too well" – he took a deep breath before continuing – "I told her that I had met you through work but we didn't start anything until later and it's still on early stages. She said that this makes sense for her that I was acting weird on this trip and asked why you weren't there with me" – he looked at me with love but confusion in his eyes and I touched his face.

"I said what is true and you knew that this was booked before us taking that step and before I'd start having these feelings and that you also have your own life, and it was just way too early. Anyways, after that call, I starting missing you and thinking about you and us more than before and knew we weren't really talking much and don't even why and how everything went downhill, so then I called you and once that call ended, knew in my gut that we needed to talk and figure this out, that this wasn't go anywhere if we don't decide now and that I wasn't going to wait any more days or weeks before life becomes complicated again. So, I booked the ticket to come here, and now I'm actually here" – I kissed him softly on the lips and we both had tears in our eyes.