is this real? Milly and Matt #HouseoftheDragon

if anybody is asking; i'm taken. if anybody wants to know; he's too

The premiere of the second season is quickly approaching and even though I'm not in this season and haven't been since episode 6 of last season, I'll always be there to support my friends and former castmates and of course be right there cheering on my fiancé. We got secretly engaged a couple of weeks ago and no one knows other than our families and Paddy because he helped matt with the surprise of a lifetime, he gave me when he proposed to me.

I still can't quite believe it happened and I couldn't be more in love and happier than I am right now and the one responsible for this is in bed next to me sleeping while I'm wide awake and have been for almost an hour and I should start waking matt up since we have to take a flight to NYC for the premiere of the show. We had long conversations of if I was going to travel with him and be there as his partner instead of apart of the cast or a former cast member supporting the show. At the end of the day, I'm both of those things; a former member of the cast and I'm matt's plus one and partner. We are not sure if we are going to announce our engagement or not since it feels like we have barely confirmed we're dating and so much life has happened since season 1 came and went. We ended up deciding on not announcing anything yet at least to the public. It's our secret life and we decide when to tell people our secret. But I'm happy by being there with him, alongside him and to see my friends who I love so much and I'm so thankful for them, and incredibly proud of their hard work and each of them.

I started moving closer to matt and he hasn't moved, still pretty much dead to the world and we still have a few hours, but I want to have time with him alone before I have to share him with the rest of the world. I touched his face, arms and nothing was working, so I decided to put myself on top of him and start kissing him everywhere, his face, cheeks and his mouth. And I smiled through the kiss when I feel his hands on my back, and he deepened the kiss.

"Getting to wake up next to you and whenever you surprise me like this is my favorite thing in the whole world, just like you're my favorite person, did you know that?", he says smiling and kissing me again, meanwhile I'm blushed and hot just by the words coming out of his mouth. "I've been told before, but I always like to keep hearing it from your mouth. And since I tried waking you up and wasn't working, so I had to try this way and it worked."

He laughed and kissed me again and I'm getting hot by the second, just by feeling his hands all over my back, butt, he started touching my neck, shoulder and boobs with one hand while he was touching me down there, "I can't believe you're already wet, babe."

I laughed, "well, everything you do to me gets me wet, should not be any surprise to you fiancé", I give him a funny face after I said the word fiancé and he hold my hand and kissed it. "I dreamed for so long to met someone like you but there was a time where I thought it'd never happen to me until you came into my life and changed everything for the better and made me believe again and having you in my life and that I get to be your fiancé and soon to be husband is a dream come true."

I was crying and kissed him for awhile trying to tell him how much he means to me and how much I love him, "I never thought of being someone's fiancé or think of a future with someone until I met you. You changed everything in me, and those dreams never knew existed within me and I can't imagine a life without you in it. I'm truly the happiest I've ever been and I wanna spend my life with you."

"I love you, my fiancé." Matt said and I melted and hugged him and then I sat on top of him and bring my face to his, "I love you too. Now please stop being soppy for now and kiss me and fuck me. I need you now", he laughs, "your order are my commands my love."

A couple of hours later we were on our way to NYC, and we tried to passed smoothly through the airport trying to get to our hotel room. We had two days until matt started promotion interviews followed by the premiere and we decided to lay low as much as we could. We went to a restaurant for a date night and paparazzi got hold of us and went to wait for us outside the restaurant. We held hands and kept going without saying a word to them and ignoring their noisy asses.