It's Wednesday, two days before my birthday and I've been on full rehearsal mood for the play and the opening night is coming real soon and honestly I'm so excited, nervous and everything in between.
Matt and I haven't really seen each other this past week since I leave super early to rehearsals and matt is also preparing for the second season of the show. We've been super busy, so we haven't spent alone time or really seen him more than 5 minutes and falling asleep together and then waking up super earlier before he does.
Today I have to leave a little bit later, so I decided to take advantage of that and turn around in the bed and smile once I looked at matt sleeping and how at ease he was, and I couldn't believe he is a part of my life, and I get to love him and be loved by him. I decided to start touching his arm that is still around my waist and start going up from his arm and then started with his shoulder until start touching his face and he starts smiling at the feeling of my touch but kept his eyes closed and knew I had woke him up, so bring my mouth close to his and start teasing him and started kissing him all around his face except his mouth and feel his hand on my hip going up and up my torso and I smiled right before I kissed him and he deepened the kiss and brings my body closer to his and our tongues start fighting for who's in charge and at one point we literally needed to stop to breathe without getting our grins off our faces and smiling at each other.
"This is the best way to wake up ever", he said. I smiled back at him and put my head on his shoulder while he was hugging me. "Weren't you supposed to be at the theater already?", I looked at him and smiled.
"No today. I have to be there after lunch, so I wanted to surprise you. Did it worked?", I said looking at him right in the eyes.
"Absolutely love. These types of mornings are my favorite especially with you", he says while touching my neck and cheek and I can feel my cheeks turning red by this touch.
"So, do you have something to do, or does this mean that I'll have you to myself this morning?", I said.
"There's a few things I wanna do to you", we both were laughing. "But yeah, you can have me all to yourself today. I don't have anywhere to go. I have to read some scripts and stuff, but I'll do it once you're at rehearsals but all of that can wait so I can spend this time with you", he says.
"Good because I don't wanna leave this bed right now and I've been missing you so much and I really needed this and be with you", I told him, and he looked at me with those eyes that melt me and looked right into my soul.
"I've been missing you too, but I'm also so proud of you and honestly cannot wait to see you on stage and scream at the top of my lungs like a fanboy", he said while I laughed and hiding my face in his shoulder.
"Thank you babe. I also cannot wait to see what new adventures the second season will bring. Even though I'm jealous that our characters won't have any more scenes, especially the ones that got cut", I said while remembering that our brothel scene was longer and had more stuff in it but was cut for what was actually shown on the show.
"I will miss you on the show too, like I've done all filming but not the fact that if you were on the show and we weren't out to our friends, I'd be still hiding my growing feelings for you and all of that and that being said, I'm thankful that now I can watch you shine and tell everyone what amazing you're as a performer and I mean it", he said and I felt my eyes filling up with tears.
"Damn you for being so good with words, and I could say the same about you. Now that I'm on the outside watching you kill it as Daemon and how his character's arc is going, it makes me really proud. But also, I wouldn't mind sneaking around the set flirting with you while freaking out how much longer we'd have been outside of the show before exploding and then everything changed when I wasn't expecting it, and I wouldn't have it any other way."
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