is this real? Milly and Matt #HouseoftheDragon

when reality starts to hit you... (milly's pov)

After Matt talked to Paddy on the phone, we went back to sleeping and this time we turned our phones off to not get bothered again. I can noticed matt is super tired due to hours he spent on air and between this and what happened last night which was pretty amazing and I've never felt more alive but now, we are both now feeling tired as fuck.

He just kisses my head and goes back to sleep; it took me a bit longer to finally fell asleep but then I did. With interruptions and all, I can say I'm so happy I'm in his arms and with him next to me.

Next time I woke up is almost 1 pm and my stomach starts making noises because I am hungry and remembered that I haven't eating anything since lunch yesterday because we never ate dinner, and we missed breakfast. I look at matt and he's sleeping like a baby, so I decided to let him get that sleep and I go over to the table in the kitchen/living room and decided to order some Indian food that will get here in around 30 or 40 minutes, so I decided to put the table on and put some music on while I took a quick shower and also changed my clothes and put shorts and a light blue t-shirt and put my hair in a bun. I'm in the bathroom putting on some cream on my face when I see him in the door looking at me...

"You're so beautiful" – I blushed – "good morning sleepy head and thank you" – I said and then kissed him – "good morning, what time is it?"

"By now it should be like 1:30 pm or so. I ordered some Indian food; hope you're feeling hungry as I'm since we forgot how long it's been since we have had something to eat because we missed dinner and now breakfast." – we laughed.

"That sounds delicious and yes, I am hungry of a lot of things" – he said giving me crazy hungry eyes – "hey, not now babe, the food is arriving any time, but then I am not leaving for work without my dessert."

I look at him and he laughs at me and kisses me, and we are making our way to the bed, and I feel his hands on my hips as I have my arms around his neck when the apartment phone is letting us know that the food is here, and we both let out a groan at yet another interruption.

"Go get dress, I'll go and get the food, ok?" – I said and then kiss him and go downstairs to receive the food, since my building doesn't allow delivery go upstairs to any apartment. When I came back, he was waiting for me in the living room dressed in jeans and a white t-shirt and smiles at me and comes greet me.

"Please sit and I'll put the food in plates so we can eat" – I know he's looking at me with loving eyes and immediately feel my face go red as I put the food in front of us while I open a bottle of red wine and put some in our glasses, I took the chair and bring closer to him.

"Cheers babe, for this to be just the beginning of our journey together" - he brings his glass up to mine and we look at each other before taking a sip of the wine – " cheers baby, thank you for coming to me and yes, this is just the beginning as cheesy as it sounds but I love you" – "I love you too" – he kisses me and then he starts eating the food I ordered for us – "this is delicious babe, now tell me apart of Indian food, which other food is your favorite?" – he asks.

"I love Chinese, Japanese, sushi and Indian are my all-time favorite, then Italian but I like pizza more than pasta as weird as it sounds" – "I do love pasta but yeah I have to agree that I also prefer pizza over pasta, but I love all the options you mentioned and I love a good barbecue, especially after watching a game" – he says laughing – "yeah, I know you love football but I have to admit I'm not fan football, is just not as popular here. I prefer rugby or baseball and even basketball, but I am not a big sports gal" – I said looking at him and how he starts smiling back and grabs my hand into his.

"It's okay, I have no problem with you sleeping or even going out while I watch a game, but you have to let me bring you to the stadium back home in the future, I'd love to have that experience live with you next to me" – we both smiled.

"Just because is with you I will accept and go to a game, but you have to come and let me be your tour guide while you're here. Now that I'm saying that, when exactly are you leaving me for London?" – I put my saddest face and sad eyes to him – "I would love nothing more than that. Uhm, I have to be there by next Wednesday since I start filming early on Friday. When will you be done with filming here in Australia?"

"I believe the final day of shooting is on December 19th and then I have free time and will spend Christmas and new year's here with my family even thought I have nothing really planned and then I leave for London on January 2nd I believe. I think I have a couple of fashion things booked and now the awards stuff added to the list."

"So, I don't wanna take you away from your family, but this just came to me and feel free to say no, but uhm, do you wanna come to London and spend the holidays with me?" – my shocked eyes said it all before words came out of my mouth – "what really? but and your family?"

"They'll be there as well but because I'll be working between Christmas day and new year's I won't go to my mum's or sister's place; they're coming with me to stay with me in London" – exactly my point – "exactly and I don't wanna be there all weird with them when they don't even know about us or anything. I do wanna spend it with you and I've never had a Christmas like in the movies, you know. Here is summer and all sunny and shit." – we shared a nervous laugh while looking at each other.

"You're alright. They do know that we're friends and that you moved to London, and if you show up there, they'd have figured that I might have just asked you to spend it with me so you don't spend it alone, but at the same time it'll be risky and hard for us not to say or do anything that might put us on blast and it's too soon, sorry love" – he says touching his hair.

"Hey no, it's fine and yes, is too soon for either of us to spend any kind of holidays or time alone with our families when they don't know shit and, in my case, yes, I moved to London, but I told my mum I'll be here as a goodbye thing for her since she still doesn't want me to move out and to another country. I'd invite you but is the same we just talked about, and I'll be staying with them, so ugh is so hard and I don't wanna be without you on Christmas, but I think we might have just to spend it apart. This time..." – I said smiling at the thought of us spending holidays together in the future and he does the same thing back.

"I know, when it's time for us to start telling people it'll be our thing and it'll come. It's just might be too soon for that. As much as I don't want to spend it without you either, we'll see each other in early January and at least we can plan to travel to LA together and all of that" – he says, and I agree.

"Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. Speaking of that I have to call my manager to see the details for those things."

We talked for another 15 minutes while we finished eating and then we washed the dishes together and then we started kissing and he lifted me up and sat me in the kitchen table and I put my legs around his waist.

We kept at it for a while and then we moved to the bed, and we made love twice and then he helped me get dressed and ready for me to go to film. After the last 24 hours with matt here with me, I have no energy to go to set but today's filming schedule isn't that long, and I should be back by midnight or so...

"Ok, babe, the car is downstairs to drive me to set, you can go back to bed if you want to or whatever. I'll text you when I'm done and ready to come home" – I said smiling at him – "okay, have a great day on set babe. You're amazing and you're gonna kill this. I'll keep myself busy in the meantime and I'll wait for you" – gosh I love him so much – "Ugh I don't wanna leave you but I have to" – I said while started kissing him again and I stop before we start getting heated" - I love you" – "I love you too, see you later."

I said goodbye and went downstairs to the car the production got me to drive me to set when I have night shots and I'm too tired to drive. I just left and I already miss matt, he is truly the best thing that has ever happened to me and I'm ready to have a life with him and I have never felt more in love and alive with anybody and loved by anyone.

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