is this real? Milly and Matt #HouseoftheDragon

reality check... (milly's pov)

before this chapter begins...i'll let you know that i am moving forward a little bit in the timeline and also, since i am still having writer's block and on this chapter i am kinda going with the Flow a bit, so i am skipping the sag awards since i know the show didn't get any nominations except one for stunt team and they lost that -.- but in my heart they were nominated and won, but just i already did the other ones and i am saving the rest for the emmys since they show has been on some list for potentially getting the nominations, even tho i haven't seen milly's name on the list and that sucks and since then, the last of us and succession have come into the picture and my heart is divided in three...but on this story, i'm cheating and you already know what's gonna happen and who my winners will be :P anyways, enough of non sense, enjoy!!

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It's been a few weeks since the screen actors guild awards where I ended up attending by myself without Matt since he was working on a new project before he goes back to filming house of the dragon and couldn't make it since he was filming that day of the awards. So, I went to the awards alone with the producers and only Paddy from the cast could make it since everyone else even Emma were all busy with work and weren't able to make it. I ended up winning and Matt too as well as the show. Paddy and Emma were nominated but didn't win and I gave Paddy a hug anyways when he lost and after I won.

Matt sent me a beautiful bucket to my hotel room afterwards and sent me an audio telling me how much he loves me and how proud he was of me, and he told me his private speech that's only meant for me to hear and no one else and I was crying my eyes out, it was so beautiful. I also told him the secret speech I had written before ended up with the one I said on stage, and I wish we'd have celebrated these wins together and in private and that night only made me miss him more and more.

We've been apart for most of the last three weeks due to work and even though it sucks because we are finding our groove in our relationship, is also helping and keeping our love stronger even when we are apart. During this time, I've auditioned for a few different stuff while I'm also waiting for word on the play I'd love to be a part of, and I've done a few fashion stuff in London and around Europe and right now I'm in my flat watching or trying to watch a movie with Bobby next to me. Matt's new project is filming exterior shoots, and his schedule is nonstop so bobby's staying with me and when I travel, matt's mum is taking him. I'm deep in my thoughts when my phone starts making noises and I smile when I see the caller.

"Hey babe, how are you?", I said with a smile on my face because I've missed him so much and makes my day whenever we get time to talk or facetime. "Hey you. I'm tired, really tired can't even tell you how tired and I miss you so much but other than that, I'm good. The shoot is going well, and the team is pretty cool, so it's fine on that part but it's taking a toll on my body."

"Oh, my poor baby. I can think a thing or two we can do together for when you get home, so I can make you feel better", I said and I heard him groaning and breathing hard on the phone and I start laughing.

"Mills, you cannot tell me those things when I'm so far away from you. All I wanna do is those things to you that I can't and it's fucking killing me", my heart grew up two sizes, "I was saying the truth honestly and in an innocent way: at first. And I miss you so much it hurts, I want you to hold me and kiss me and everything else", I said while I gave him a sad smile on facetime, "you're the death of me and I cannot wait to see you."

"Me neither babe, only like a week and half left right?", I asked while a frustrated tone and he got it. It's the longest we've been away from each other, "I think so, but I wanted to ask if you wanted to come down for the weekend? I have Saturday off, but I can't make the trip there since I'm filming both on Friday and on Sunday and I have Monday off too and then the last week of filming, so what do you say?", he asked and I really wanna say yes.