is this real? Milly and Matt #HouseoftheDragon

i am not letting you go (milly's pov)

It's been a week since our world and our little secret bubble busted, and I had to silence all my social media which beforehand I wasn't posting as much, but also, I've never really posted personal stuff in there but anyway. Our publicists went crazy on us for like 5 minutes before being supporting and doing everything they can to stop the ugly ass tabloids who haven't stop saying shit about us with things they think they know but they don't know us at all.

Some of our castmates have reached out to know how we've been doing and to try and making us laugh by making fun of us the way only they can. Especially Paddy and he has been very overprotective of us and of me on his social media and I'm so thankful for him and all of our friends.

Today is matt's last day here in Australia and to say I'm sad it's an understatement. Apart of being locked in my house only to leave to see my mum, we haven't left. I didn't think I could love someone this much and my love for him only grows because he's been nothing more than the best to me these past few weeks and I'm so lucky and I have a small surprise for him with the help of my mum.

My brothers invited him to watch football and he's there spending time with them and they've getting along so well, and they have also been super protective of me but have stayed calm since they don't wanna put their names out and don't wanna put any more attention to our situation, but they have defended us any chance they get, and my mum has told me all about it on their behalf. So, while he's there, I decorated my apartment with flowers and put slim lights and put a playlist of our favorite songs together and songs we both grew up with. Also, I cooked his favorite dish and my favorite dessert and made a cake and I have some surprises in the bedroom to close this night. My brother texted me that he was on his way, so I went to change and checked everything else, since I also have a surprise in the bathroom. I decided to put on a black dress with cuts in the middle and short that highlights my body and wore my hair a bit messy and put some light makeup with red lips.

He texted me he was almost here and got slightly nervous since I wanna make this night special especially after the last week we've had; that has put stress on us but we know we are stronger and more in love than before.

I finished the last few details before I heard the door opening with a pair of keys, I gave him so he can have this as his place whenever he comes to Australia and in return, he did the same with me; that I can go to his place anytime and make myself at home.

I was putting dinner on the table when he got in and saw his surprise face and I smile at him.

"I wanted to make something special to celebrate our time together and just to say thank you for coming here and for just being the best and I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me and how much I love you" – I said looking straight at his gorgeous eyes – "you definitely surprised in the best way possible, and you look so beautiful baby. Thank you for accepting me and for all of this, I am the luckiest and love you so much."

I was already in front of him holding his hands while we were saying these words to each other. I closed the gap, and I kissed him and put my arms around his neck and then when air was necessary, we put our foreheads together.

"I am gonna miss you so much" – I said, and he touched my face – "me too but thankfully it isn't gonna be as long as it was the last time, even though it'll suck to not have you with me for the holidays" – he put a sad smile – "I know but we'll talk and text every day until I get there" – I said smiling and giving him a small kiss – "so dinner is ready, hope you like this. I made your favorite dish" – "it does smell delicious baby, thank you."

We sat down on the table next to each other and he served us some wine and we just talked and laugh, and I couldn't stop looking at him the entire time with a dumb smile on my face. The dessert came and he then took my hand, pulled us up and started dancing with me when a song by Rascal Flatts started playing. The song it's called "god bless the broken heart" and I started crying while listening to the lyrics and I just hugged them and we stayed like that until it ended and he sat me down on top of him on the couch while we were kissing.

"Mills, this truly has been one of the best nights of my life and it's all because of you, thank you my love" – "same and I should be thanking you for fighting harder for us. I don't know where my head was heading since I felt I was losing it without you and couldn't decide about telling you about my feelings and I was too afraid to lose you." – I said with tears in my eyes.

"I was too and that's why I couldn't take it any longer and I had to see you and take that chance and I'm so glad I did because I know I have the most amazing woman next to me and just to myself and I'd have kicked myself out if I hadn't come here or if you had decided to kick me out."

"I would never. Whatever happens, we are here now and I'm so thankful. Love you so much." – he kissed me immediately after saying the last part.

The kiss started slow and started heating up real fast. He began to touch my hip, my legs and wanted to take my dress off but he had trouble doing so and I started laughing.

"Laugh all you want but ever since I saw you wearing this, I've been wanting to undress you and you're not allowing me that" – I laughed again – "that's why this dress doesn't has a zipper, you grab this part and..."

I showed him how to take this dress off, first took my left arm part of the dress out, then the other one and I started to bring the dress down my body since it's elastic and the fabric allows it and I saw his eyes getting bigger when I had the dress down so he could have a peak to my breasts. He hugged me and we couldn't be closer, and I started feeling his cock waking up and I smile at him when he also realized that he was getting hard.

"You're sneaky and look how you're making me feel. I just need you right now" – he says while we were laughing – "hey calm down. I have another surprise on the way" – his eyes got bigger – "what else?" – I laughed at his reaction and makes me feel so good that I was the one getting that reaction from him.

"You will see. Now close your eyes and relax, I will be right back" - I kissed him slowly and then I got up from the couch and he groaned since his member didn't get the memo and I laughed about that while I went to my room to get the surprise going.

I turned on the water in the bath and put some salt, turned on some candles and I hear him getting desperate and calling for me.

"Mills are you okay? where are you?" – he said – "sorry, I'm almost done. Hold on." – I said while hurrying up and getting everything ready. Turned the water off and made sure was okay and right temperature for us.

Once I saw the room was ready and the bath, went to see matt and saw him still sat down while waiting for me and had his eyes closed.

"Ok, babe sorry for the delay but I'm ready. You can open your eyes."

He did and stand up and I grabbed his hand and brought him with my to surprise him, hoping he likes this. Those butterflies I feel whenever I want to surprise, I do hope they'll never go away.

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