this chapter is dedicated to the one and only, the birthday boy, mr matthew robert smith <3 you're the best matty and wish you all the best!!!
enjoy and see you hopefully sooner than later lol
another hayley williams' recommendation and inspiration for the next chapters...
this song is super personal to her and to us fans and its from her second solo album "flowers for vases/descansos" from 2021.
been on my feelings lately and this song hit me when i was reading the chapters i had written to catch up and yeah, just don't know where this is going but i'm going with the flow...one or two more episodes until we're back at present day...
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When the air is quiet
And the sky is blue
I can't help
Be reminded of you
And how your eyes are shut
So you cannot see
Just how very close
I keep you to me
And in that dark little place you have made
You'd swear all these pretty clouds are grey
I wonder how you're doin'
How you're doin' now
In a million years
Never thought I'd see
The day you would choose your fear over me
'Cause many storms have come
And if not for you
I'd have been struck down
Disappeared at sea
I know it's hard for you
To take a compliment
But my life began
The day that you came in it
I wonder how you view me
How you view me now
On a night like this
It's just me and the kid
And there's a chair for you where you'd always sit
And we would talk for hours about the dumbest shit
And you would always start my cigarette
I wonder if you ever quit
Like you wanted
I bet you did
I bet you did
I bet you did
I bet you did
How you doing?
It's the next day after matt came over to my place after we hadn't seen each other for almost two weeks and considering we've been extremely busy and our schedules are gonna get busier in a few once we start promoting the show next year, this came at the perfect time to spend time together.
At the same time, we haven't moved forward with our feelings even though they're on the table, but we are taking it slow and we're seeing if we can make it past once we start promoting the show and once it's out. We might crash and burn, we are not going there but if neither of us finally say stuff out loud sooner or later, I don't know if we're gonna make it and makes my heart tear itself to pieces.
"What are you thinking?", matt asks while we're seated in my kitchen after having breakfast after our reunion last night.
"Nothing much. It's just we're about to spend a lot of time apart and I don't know what we are or how this is going to work and I'm getting in my head again. I'm sorry."
"Hey, there is nothing to apologize, as hard as it its t hear this, I appreciate you can come to me and tell me your thoughts. It doesn't change anything how I feel about you, in fact it makes me want you even more, I wanna know more about you and us talking about these things is good because we're building this relationship."
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is this real? Milly and Matt #HouseoftheDragon
Romancethis story tells my version of events that happened prior the award season that included golden globes and the critics choice awards back in January and events between Milly Alcock and Matt Smith's before, during and after their reunion and the shor...
