is this real? Milly and Matt #HouseoftheDragon

finding our home... (milly's pov)

It's been a week since the critics' choice awards. Since then, we went back to the UK and I've been staying at my place since Matt is filming in the countryside and ever since we talked our hearts out about our future living situation, we decided that it was best for us to start fresh and while we are in search of our home, we have spent less time at his place just because we're starting this new chapter in our relationship with new mindset and energy. Even his sister came to his house to do an energy cleaning for us and especially for me to be somewhat more comfortable being there but since he isn't home, I've only been there to check the house; I even brought Bobby with me to my flat.

The press since our last public appearance at an award show haven't shut up one bit and they keep replying to our speeches and every time we were showed on camera and "private and intimate moments" during commercial breaks, trying to figure it out how our relationship started and all the details that they don't know because is our world and is none of their nasty business.

Also, since then, the nominations for the screen actors guild awards came out and us four (Paddy, Emma, Matt and me) were nominated and also Olivia in my category and us as a cast was nominated as well. As soon as they came out and I found out through my manager, Liv called me:

"Omg mills congrats babe, this is so amazing and is wild, isn't it?", she says, and I couldn't agree more, "thanks babe and congrats to you too. You're so deserving of this recognition and to be sharing this nomination with you means a lot. I'm so happy for all of us, this is really truly crazy."

"Thank you. I appreciate this and you, so much. How have you been doing? I'm trying my best to keep the trolls away", she says, and I had to hold a laugh because they're truly the best.

"I've seen it and you're the best and I love you for that. To be honest apart of seeing your posts and the cast supporting us, I can't bring myself to be online or even post pictures right now. It's just too much but I'm doing better than at the beginning and just have matt's support and his family as well as mine and all of this means the world and what helps me to stay grounded is just to know what matt and I have and what we're building together."

"That's amazing babe and you absolutely deserves all the good things and I just love both of you as individuals and as a couple and you will always have my support and I'll kick matt's ass if he ever hurts you. But seriously, this shit online is bunkers and we're past the time when this should be tolerated and is not great, but they can't help their ugly asses but anyone who has ever been around you guys, should see that you guys truly are happy and in love. So just have faith this will pass, and we all are here for you whatever you need."

"Thank you Liv, we love so much and just having your support means everything and more that you'll know and to be honest, I was scared of you guys reactions at the beginning, when we started to spend together as friends even when we didn't know what was truly happening between us and if you'd notice, and all of that"

"Because of the age difference?", she asked, and I didn't know that I was holding my breath until that point. "Well yes, when we met I was 20 and he was 37, and when we started having feelings for each other we both tried to hide them and tried kinda everything to not act on our feelings after that one time we had for months until neither of us could hide them anymore and then matt told me it wasn't about our age as much as he wasn't fully ready to fall for someone after his last relationship and for me it was similar in the sense that I didn't wanna fell this hard for someone this fast as it happened with me and something like that has never happened to me before."

"It makes sense, but to me at least that wasn't ever a thing. I saw you were falling for each other, that you were becoming friends and have always had crazy chemistry and I knew this would happen in a near future and those thoughts are normal and understandable but believe me when I tell you that you both deserve to be happy and in love and the rest can go away."