INEFFABLE

Realization

POV- Catalyst

     Justice woke me up with the sunlight touching my face and waking me up. I felt warmth. The pain was still there. The virus still ate at my flesh and heart. What would I do without it? Life life normally? What would happen to my shockwaves? I wasn't sure and I don't know if I'd ever BE sure.

Justice shook me out of my thoughts once again, taking away more pain.

"Asya," He whispered gently.

"Yes?" I looked up from my daydreaming.

"Are you okay?" The question was so sudden.

"Yes... Yes... Yes I'm fine," I pushed out the answers. They were heavy to spit out.

"Asya. Listen to me. Are you okay?" He looked worried.

"I don't know," I started, "I. Don't. Know?"

"Asya! Why aren't you answering me?!" He looked panicked.

"I DONT KNOW!!!" I didn't know what was going on... Why couldn't he hear me.

POV- JUSTICE

She wasn't answering me. Why wasn't she answering me?! She had this blank stare... Like a doll that had no life to it. Staring off into empty space.

"WAKE UP ASYA!!" I screamed at her.

No answer. No answer. WHY NO ANSWER?

I didn't know what to do in a situation like this. Where has she gone? What's doing this to her. She looked like she was trying to reply but no words came out. She was trapped within herself. The virus was reducing her ability to speak. I had an idea. I had to use some of my lightning to force it down.

The smooth, golden, electrical currents moved from my hands and body and seeped into her eyes. Her mouth was closed so I couldn't enter the obvious way. I felt through the darkness of her soul and pushed the hissing virus away. Down, down, down her throat it went. She awakened and I retreated my lightning once again.

POV- Catalyst.

I don't know why I couldn't speak. It came back all of a sudden. Justice gave me a worried expression. I scared him. I scared him so much that he wanted to fix me. I don't ever think such a thing could happen. It would take a miracle. However, I needed to get away from this planet before I poisoned it. This beautiful place does not deserve my curse. I need a place with creatures and lots of them. To eliminate happiness once and for all.

"Asya, let me ask one more time. Are you okay?" He looked at my and grabbed my gloved hand gently.

"I hope so," I told him with a snap in my voice.

"What's happening to you?" He looked at me as if I was a vase about to fall over and shatter.

"The virus is getting worse inside of me. It rages on like a storm. It got to my voice didn't it?" That must of been what happened.

"Yes it did. That's what worries me," he paused for a moment, "We have to cure you Asya..."

"No. No we don't," I backed away from him, "I don't know what I'll do if the pain goes away, or what I'll become."

"I don't CARE!! It's killing you off day by day and you choose to deal with it. When are you going to come to a realization that this isn't how you were meant to be!!" He had anger in his eyes.

"Maybe this is how I was meant to be Justice! You just don't see it yet. I am not a HERO Justice!! I am a VILLAIN!!" I shoved a very small shockwave at him that pushed him back a bit.