I Thought I Was A Devil

Part I

The year 1998.

"Life and death, both are pretty unavoidable isn't that true? That's exactly how I feel about my life, I won the race against millions of sperms but lost against humanity. This all started when my parents fell in love with each other and it was so deep that they have four children now. I am their eldest daughter, Anne Elizabeth, age four years, and already tired of this fucked up world. My parent's story is really interesting, my dad became a billionaire from a homeless child after my bitchass grandma Linda Smith remarried with Smith real estate empire's sole owner Mr. Smith. Later our 'prince charming fell in love with the pauper' ran away from his arranged marriage, persuaded my stubborn mother, and had four children by mistake. The End."

Angela : (she rubs her eyes pouting as she looks at me while hugging her favorite teddy bear) Sis…what type of bedtime story is this?...(pouts) you destroyed my sleep….

Me: You only asked me to tell you how our parents met…(sighs) Nevermind let me tell you the story of a prince and his princess. (I said with an emotionless face)

"Sometimes I wonder, why is my sister so childish, but she is too cute and I love protecting her". My sharp deep blue eyes were full of love for my twin sister, my skin was pale white easy for sun burns, my weight was less than necessary, height was taller than other children of my age, facial features were more of a boy than a girl, I had fang like teeth, dark brown wavy hair cut into boy-cut, a dull cold expression, mostly described as an ‘Ogre’ by adults and children.

Angela: Sis….don't you think prince charming is so awesome? They always save the princess, I also want a prince charming in my life. (Yawns as she hugs me)

Me: If you wait for someone to save you, you will get fucked up, instead of waiting I would rather like to be dependent on myself. And prince charming doesn't exist in real life, they're just stories made to fool children like you. (Sighs)

Angela: We are of the same age remember? We're twins, you're a child as well. (Pouts)

Me: Just sleep, or else don't expect me to accompany you at night ever again. You can only cry alone when scared. (Smirks)

Angela: Mean. (Shuts her eyes close as she falls asleep)

Me : (kisses her forehead) Goodnight.

'Am I, even considered a child? Then why does everyone treats me as a mistake who shouldn't have been born including my father, sometimes I wonder if I was adopted, but then again that's not logical. They treat Angela as a princess while am just someone unwanted. Am I jealous of her? What nonsense, she is my beloved sister whom I need to protect dearly.'

My train of thought gets disturbed as I soon found myself sleeping soundly beside Angela. The next day our sweet dreams get broken by our Mother's shouts as she tells us to get ready for school while she was preparing our breakfast. I got out of Angela's room and went downstairs only to find my siblings standing outside as King bang the door cursing in American English. While Leo frowns and lectures him. Who told my parents to have 4 children and only one bathroom for us? They don't even allow us inside their room. I walked up to them greeting my twin elder brothers who smiled at me sweetly.

Leo: Good Morning Anne. (Pats my head)

King: Morning Anne. (Kicks the bathroom door as an angry voice was heard from inside)

Angela: Momma! Dadda! Anne Sis! King bro is disturbing my grooming time! (Says like a spoiled child)

Me : (I frowned at King pissed at his behavior) Behave. (Just a word made him shiver as he backed off)