Hardest love 2

9.

"So Lando and you are exclusive now?" She looked me straight in the eyes.
"Yes turned out he wasn't dating you after all" I said as I winked at her. She just wanted me to stay away from him, stay away from the paddock.
"Are you finally gonna leave us alone now?" I asked. She chuckled a little. "No, him and I are meant to be" she was actually insane. How could she be this delusional?
"Stay away from him Millie. What is your plan honestly?" I couldn't believe she used to be my best friend. "Carlos and him are pretty close and I am getting close to Carlos too, so expect me to be there, whenever he meets Carlos" I rolled my eyes. As if Carlos would actually invite her to things with Lando.
I tried to walk away when she quickly grabbed my arm. "Does he know what you did before you started working for Netflix?" She asked. I clenched my teeth against each other. "So I guess he doesn't" she smirked a little. Her hand rubbed my arm a little. "So you better be nice or I'll tell everyone about it" I just stood there as I saw her walk away.
He wouldn't judge me right? He would understand it.

I felt a hand on my back which made me flinch a little. "Are you ready to go baby?" Lando said as he kissed my cheek quickly.
I nodded as I grabbed his hand. I wasn't gonna tell him, it was all in my past so it didn't matter now.
The car ride back was pretty quiet. Both of us didn't really wanted to talk for different reasons.
I was thinking about Millie and he was probably thinking about his car.
"So how was your interview with Leclerc?" He broke the silence. I guess he wasn't thinking about his car after all.
"I didn't do the interview with him. I only did yours" I explained. He nodded as he tapped his fingers on the steering wheel. "He made you blush though" he started to chew faster on his gum. It annoyed him or he was jealous, I couldn't really tell. "He just gave me an unexpected compliment. I am sorry" why was I telling him I was sorry? I did honestly nothing wrong but he made me feel like I did.
He didn't say anything else during our car ride back, it was the first time I felt a little awkward around him.

A little while later, I was standing in the bathroom. I was taking my makeup off. We haven't said a word since we arrived at our room.
Did I do something wrong? Did I blush that hard? It was just unexpected, I didn't have any feelings for him.
Lando walked in the bathroom and leaned against the wall as he looked at me. "I am sorry for the way I reacted" He said as he looked at the floor. I didn't turn around, I just looked at him through the mirror. "I was jealous" he said softly. I was actually happy that he could talk about his feelings with me.
I turned around and leaned against the sink. I just looked at him for a little while, I was so attracted to him and I would probably react the same if I saw him talking to his ex.
I walked to him and brushed my fingers against his arm. "But I am so unbelievably in love with you" I said which caused him to smile again. He looked me straight in the eyes. Those eyes, they were beautiful.
I looked at his lips, I would never get enough of his lips. "I am so fucking in love with you too. I just don't wanna lose you" he sounded so genuinely and I knew he was. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him, so passionately, so deeply.
He put his hands on my waist and picked me up. "Can I make you red in other ways?" He mumbled against my lips. "Oh fuck, you definitely can" I giggled a little. He already made me horny with one little sentence.

He took me to the bedroom and threw me on the bed. He just looked at me for a moment before he crawled on top of me. "You are so unbelievably beautiful" he mumbled as he kissed my neck.
I had a flashback to when Charles said the exact same thing at the same time.
For a moment I imagined Charles again, his kisses, his touches but it wasn't Charles who was kissing me. It was Lando. The man of my dreams, I was in love with him. So damn much. I had to stop thinking about Charles.

He spread my legs as he was kissing my thighs. I closed my eyes as I was enjoying his touches, his kisses and his tongue. I grabbed the sheets as I felt his tongue.
He was licking me all over my body as he was pleasuring me with his fingers. He definitely knew what he was doing. He was going faster when his lips reached mine. I wrapped my arms around his body as I kissed him deeply, our tongues crashed against each other. I was so ready for him to enter me, I was ready to feel him inside me.
"I wanna feel you baby" I moaned against his lips. I didn't have to beg at all because I knew he was ready for it too.
Once again he pressed his lips against mine as he entered me. I quickly wrapped my legs around his waist. My hands traveled over his back to his ass. It was honestly the best sex we've had in a while, our bodies were connected and our minds were too.
He thrusted so deep in me that I could actually feel my legs shake. "Oh fuck Cha.." I moaned but I quickly stopped. Was I really about to say Charles' name? What was wrong with me?
Fortunately he didn't hear it, I quickly pressed my lips against his. "I love you baby" he mumbled and not much later he fell down next to me and pulled me into his arms.
He was sweating and breathing fast. I kissed his chest a couple of times.

I couldn't stop thinking about what just happened. Why was I thinking about Charles when I was having amazing sex with Lando?