Hardest love 2

14.

"What's going on with Lando?" Alexis shook her head. It seemed like they, once again, had no pace whatsoever. He was driving last again. This was definitely not how he imagined the start of the season to be like.
I could only imagine how he was feeling right now.

After the interviews I waited for him in his drivers room. He smiled through them but I knew he must feel bad.
He smiled as soon as he saw me and wrapped his arms around me. "I am still so proud of you" I mumbled.
"Fortunately I have you, you are the only good thing in my life for the moment" he said as he wrapped his arms around me and put his face in my neck.
I rubbed his back slowly. I felt bad, so bad. I promised myself that I wouldn't betray him ever again. He didn't deserve that.
He didn't deserve any of this.
"Are you coming with me to Monaco?" He asked. I nodded in response. We needed some time together to enjoy each other and he needed to forget everything.

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We've been in Monaco for a few days right now. We spend every day together and I totally forgot about Charles.
I knew I made a mistake, a terrible one. "Baby I'm gonna stream with Max. You okay?" He asked. I was laying on the couch, just watching some Netflix. "Yes baby, what do you want to eat?" I looked up at him. He smirked a little, so I knew what he was thinking about. "I wanna eat you" he said as he crawled on top of me.
"I am not gonna say no to that" I chuckled as I wrapped my arms around him. I felt so good with him. His smell definitely made me feel like home.
He kissed my neck down to my collarbone. I closed my eyes to enjoy his kisses even more.
He always knew how to make me feel good. He kissed me down to my thighs and did exactly what he said he would do.

After he pleasured me, he went to go stream with Max. I think he was playing some game with him but he was streaming for a long time now.

Lando 🧡 :

Are u streaming still?

No
Just playing CS with Max
Why?

I miss you
I am coming to hug you

He didn't have the time to answer because I already went to see him.
I hugged him from behind and kissed his cheek a couple of times.
"Awww hi Avery" I heard through Lando's headphones, I soon realized that he actually was still streaming. "Hi Max" I said as I looked at Lando. He smiled as innocent as possible and quickly muted himself.
"I missed you too and if you knew I was still streaming then you wouldn't have come" he turned his chair to me and looked up at me.
I rolled my eyes laughing and sat down on his lap. He unmuted himself as he wrapped his arms around me. He put his head on my shoulder and looked at the chat.
There were a lot of nice comments but as expected also a few nasty ones.
I didn't stay for very long. "Bye Max, bye chat" I said as I waved to the camera. "You want something to eat or no?" I looked at Lando. He shook his head. "I am good for now, I had a pretty good appetizer" he said with a smirk on his face. Only we knew what that meant but I still felt a little awkward.

Lando streamed for another hour or so before he walked back in the living room. He laid down next to me. "Baby I wanna go back to England for a little while before Australia" I said as I put my legs on his. "Yeah okay, you want me to come with you?" I shook my head. I noticed how tired he was already. "No babe, my sister just asked to come visit her, but can you maybe fix a flight?" He nodded as he grabbed his phone.
"You should ask your sister if she wants to come to Australia as well" he said as he started scrolling, probably looking at flights. "Really? I can't afford that though" he rolled his eyes. "You should know by now that you don't have to worry about that anymore. Just ask her and let me know" he said as he put his phone in my hands and got up.
"Can you check if this flight is good?" He walked to the kitchen to grab something to drink.
I noticed how he just gave me his phone, unlocked. He trusted me or he had nothing to hide. I would never do that, not because I didn't trust him but because I had a lot to hide.

I looked at him as he walked back with water and a decaf coffee for me. "Not good?" He frowned as he sat back down.
"It's perfect. You're perfect" I said with a little smile.
I didn't deserve him, especially because I was probably never gonna take this flight.