Hardest love 2

20.

I decided not to go to Lando, but instead I took a flight to Monaco.
I wanted to see Charles, not only see him but also have a little fun with him. I was single now so I could have fun with him without feeling guilty.

He didn't expect to see me standing in front of his door. I could tell from the look on his face. "Avery, good to see you" Charles said as he was leaning against his door. "Can I come in?" I frowned. Why were we still standing in front of his house?
"My family is here" he whispered. He didn't say it, but I knew I wasn't welcome right now.
"Oh right, I'm sorry" it was stupid to just book a flight without checking if he was free.
"You can come tomorrow night if you want?" He said and I didn't know what to say so I just nodded.
He closed the door and I was alone in Monaco. I had no place to go and obviously the hotels were very expensive here.
The only two people I knew who lived in Monaco were Max Verstappen and Lando, needless to say, neither of them really liked having me around right now.

Max would never let me in, he would look at me and laugh before slamming the door in my face.
So my only option was Lando. Sienna said he would stay a few days in England before coming back to Monaco so he's probably already here.
It was a selfish move, again but I had no other choice.
As soon as I knocked on his door I regretted it but there was no way back.
"Oh hi Avery" he smiled a little. He looked good, his curls were a little messy but he looked as adorable as always. "Lando, sorry to bother you but could I maybe stay for the night?" He frowned a little. I didn't want to explain that I came to Monaco for Charles, it would break his heart even more.
"Sure yeah" he said as he opened the door a little more. I walked in, the place still looked the same.

"Who was it?" A voice asked from the kitchen. I recognized the voice and I regretted even more that I came here now. "Max is here too" Lando explained. His best friend was standing in the kitchen and looked confused as soon as he saw me.
He probably didn't expect me to be here.
"Didn't you guys break up?" He said as he pointed at the both of us.
"I needed a place to stay" I explained. "And you thought that this was the best place?" He chuckled a little.
This was gonna be a long evening.

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I was laying on the couch with Max and Lando. It was actually pretty okay after that comment.
"So what exactly are we gonna do tomorrow?" Max looked at Lando who was typing something on his phone. "Film some Quadrant stuff. Kayla is coming too and maybe hang out with Verstappen" Lando mumbled a little. It actually sounded like a fun day.
I missed their Quadrant family. "And Netflix is filming?" Lando shrugged his shoulders. "I don't really know why?" He looked up from his phone and looked at Max. "Isn't Lori coming?" Her name caused me to feel a little jealous.
I don't know why but I always had a feeling she liked him a little and she was absolutely stunning.
Lando nodded. "Yeah but she's just visiting" Max looked at me as soon as Lando answered.
What was he trying to do or say?
"I am going to bed, good night" Max said with a little smile. Okay he was definitely trying to give me and Lando some alone time or was I imagining things?

Lando yawned and got up too. "I am going to sleep too. Make yourself at home Avery, you know where the spare room is" I nodded. I said nothing else before I realized Max was in the spare room. "But Max is there no?" He stopped for a second and nodded.
"Fuck, yeah okay you can have my room. I will sleep here" he pointed at the couch. I shook my head. "No, no I'll take the couch" he just shrugged his shoulders. He wasn't fighting me on that and I was happy about that.

I was laying on the couch. Max said that for a reason right? Maybe I still had a chance and I should grab that before Lori could shoot her shot.
I walked to his room and knocked softly on his door. What was I doing? Why did I want Lando back? I came here for Charles and now I was knocking on Lando's door.
I slowly walked in and saw Lando on his phone. "Sorry but can I sleep here? I can't sleep there" he looked up from his phone and nodded.
It felt like home in his bed, I felt safe.
"Lando, I'm so sorry for everything but I miss you" I put my hand on his chest and I noticed how he was softening up again. "I miss you too" he said softly. I knew that we could easily have sex again but I was going to Charles tomorrow.
It would probably break him all over again but I didn't care in this moment. I just wanted to feel him again, to kiss him and cuddle him.
I missed him so much.