Hardest love 2

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As I closed my door behind me I realized I didn't even know where she was staying or at which room.
She obviously must be staying at the Ferrari hotel and fortunately I knew just the person who could help me with that.

Charles:

Hi Charles
What hotel are u staying in?

I thought we agreed to stay friends?

I am not coming to see you
Don't worry

Then who?

Someone else from ur team
Can u please tell me the hotel?

He took a couple of minutes to reply but he eventually told me. It wasn't that far from my hotel. I was thinking about what I could say as I was walking there.
I obviously just wanted to tell her to stop messing with Lando, stop messing with us. I can't believe we used to be best friends. She actually did things with Lando, she touched him and he let her touch him.
Just the thought of that made me so mad, it also made me jealous which was probably a bit selfish because I cheated on him.
It was selfish but I didn't care. I needed to do this for myself. I needed her to know that she had to stay away from Lando.

It was pretty easy to get her room number. I just asked the receptionist and she gave it to me.
I was standing in front of her door. I could still go back to my room and not do this but I would regret it. I had to do it.
I knocked on her door a few times. There was no response. Just as I was about to go back, she opened the door. She was just wearing a robe, nothing else. Her hair was a mess, I recognized that look.
"Oh hi Avery, I'm sorry I don't have time right now" she said with a smirk on her face. I tried to look in her room but she quickly closed her door a little. "I bet you're not alone?" I asked but I already knew the answer. She shrugged her shoulders laughing.
This wasn't the time to confront her, not when there was someone else in her room, especially not when I didn't even know who it was.
"Who is it?" The voice asked. She knew I would recognize him, which I did. I looked at her and shook my head.
"God Millie you're so messed up" I said as I walked away. I came here to confront her, to tell her what's on my mind but instead she caught me off guard again.
"It's not like you are any better Avery. Don't even pretend you're better" she yelled a little bit from her room.
I just rolled my eyes. "But atleast I'm trying to get better" I looked straight in her eyes but she just chuckled as she closed the door.
I just can't believe what I just witnessed. Was she ever alone at night? Probably not but this was the last person I expected to be there.

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The race went by in a a hurry and so did the interviews. I walked away from the media pen when I felt someone walking next to me.
"So change of plans, do you want to go to Monaco with me?" Lando asked with a smile on his face.
So far for taking it slow I guess. "You're not going to England?" I asked and he shook his head.
Unfortunately I had to be in England for a meeting so I couldn't go with him.
"I can't. I have to be in England for Sky Sports." I pouted a little. I was actually sad that we wouldn't spend a couple of days together but he also needed his rest.
"We'll try to figure something out" his fingers brushed against my hand. It was nice to feel his touches again, even if they were as little as a brush against my hand.
I missed him. How silly he was, how sarcastic he was with everyone but he acted so different with me.
He was sweet, protective and so soft.

I knew we wouldn't figure something out. He needed rest and I needed to be in England.
I realized he didn't actually have a house in England anymore. He stayed with Max sometimes but that wasn't the best solution.
He could stay at my place but he probably didn't want to ask since I wanted to take things slow and I didn't think about it either.
I was so stupid sometimes.