Hardest love 2

13.

We both walked in our hotelroom after the interviews and stuff. I was nervous and I could tell he wasn't feeling too great either.
He closed the door behind him and looked at me with a sigh.
I think we both looked at each other for a while. We didn't say anything.
"Where were you that night?" He broke the silence and I immediately knew what night he was talking about.
I looked down, I had to be honest with him.
"I went to see Charles" he closed his eyes and bit his lip. It was probably the thing he didn't want to hear at all.
"Why? What happened?" He was surprisingly calm. I expected him to be mad but he wasn't. He probably was expecting this.
"He asked me to come to his room so yeah" it was a lame excuse but it was the truth. He rolled his eyes and chuckled a little. "Do I even wanna know what happened?" He looked at me. I could feel how his heart was breaking. "Nothing happened. I promise" I walked up to him and tried to grab his hands but he took a step back and put his hands in the air.
"Then what happened? You just talked?" I nodded. "Pretty much yeah, we talked about the races and stuff" I shrugged my shoulders as if it wasn't a big deal but I knew it was for him.
"Then why did you lie about it?" I knew he wouldn't stop asking questions about it and I needed to diffuse the situation.

I walked to him and rubbed my fingers over his arm. "I am sorry, I knew I should've told you" I put my head in his neck and started kissing it a little.
I knew it was his weak spot and I definitely needed him to soften up a little.
"I love you and only you" I mumbled against his neck. I could feel that he was softening up because he put his hands on my hips and pulled me closer.
"I will show you how much I love you" I said as I unzipped his pants and kneeled down.
He leaned against the wall and let me do my thing.
I licked his dick slowly and I looked up at him. He closed his eyes and I could hear little moans.
This maybe wasn't the way to handle this but it made him shut up and that was the most important thing.
I was never gonna admit what really happened that night, I didn't want to ruin things between us.

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"Baby I'm going to track already" Lando whispered as he kissed my head. It was early but he probably wanted to prepare as much as possible. "Okay babe, good luck today" I mumbled. He just smiled and walked outside.
I turned around and closed my eyes again. I didn't have to be at the track for a couple of hours because it was an evening race.
Not long after my phone vibrated a couple of times. I grumbled as I looked at it.

Charles:

I wanna see you
Where are you?

Stop Charles
We can't

But do you want to?

Ugh Charles

Are you in Lando's room?
Did he leave?

Yes he did

It's like he was waiting for my answer because not much later he was standing in front of my door.
"Are you crazy?" I said as I pulled him inside and closed the door. "Yes I am a little crazy" he chuckled and pulled me closer against his body.
His hands traveled over my body. I wanted to take a step back, I wanted to push him away but I couldn't. I was so weak for him, I always was.
As soon as he started to kiss my neck, I knew it was over, for me and probably also for Lando and I.