Glacial

10

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I needa update this quicker...

so I did.

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James had fallen asleep over Ed's shoulder as we walked around the corridor. reality had finally set in and the usually bubbly toddler had paced back and forward repeating the words " Leo in heaven" non stop for two hours. He had been the one to tell me, a seventeen year old, that everything was going to be okay. And now he was emotionless just repeating the words over and over, which was beginning to drive me insane. so as the toddler slept, Ed and I got the chance to talk things through.

"so what am I doing with your house?" I asked him as he sat, exhausted.

"yeah, yeah um you just live there, i'll pay for it all" he said, having to zone back in from his dream-like state.

"no, I can pay" I debated, but it was no use, he was adiment that he would pay for everything.

he gave me a look of 'don't you dare' as I opened my mouth to say something. instead I breathed in and then sighed, knowing that males always win the fight for dominance, kissing in most cases.

"fine" I breathed, and he smiled, feeling proud of himself.

He leaned in close to me, putting a gentle arm around my shoulder as exhaustion eventually took over me. I inhaled and exhaled deeply, my breath hitching as I felt his arm slide down my arm and around my waist. He pulled my hips close and placed his lips on mine before pulling away suddenly and staring at me with nervousness. I looked at him with confusion.

"Lanie, I uh" He started before his already pale irish skintone became even more pale, he looked suddenly sick.

"yeah?" I asked, wanting him to finish.

"i uh, oh how do I say this, um I love you, will you be my..uh...girlfriend?" hde stuttered, rubbing a hand on the back of his neck, something I know (being a fan) means he's nervous.

"Ed...im not rich or famous, im seventeen with no life" I said, my voice becoming shaky, was he serious?

I began to breathe heavily while I waited for him to think of an answer. he opened his mouth to speak, but instead he crashed his lips onto mine and put his hands on my hips. my hands snaked their way up his back and my fingers tangled into his flaming hair.

" I don't care about your age, and famous woman aren't my type" he smiled at me as we remained pressed together rin the middle of James' private room.

"uh...I would love to" I said nervously, burying my head in the crook of his neck.

I, Lanie am Ed Sheeran's girlfriend.

Ed and I lay down on our reclining chairs as we prepared ourselves for another night of James awful nightmares, poor kid. We turned out the light and as my eyes adjusted to the dull glow of the corridor lights from inder the door, I saw Ed staring at me. I stared at him back, until he realized I could see him and he closed his eyes, a goofy grin covering his face.

"i saw you eyes raping me, you are not asleep" I whispered, giggling a little louder.

"shh, I am asleep" he replied, making me laugh louder as he let out a loud snort.

" whatever" I laughed "goodnight babe" I added.

" goodnight baby" he said before grunting as rolling onto his side on the small chair.

We were shaken awake by the sound of James whimpering loudly. Ed got up instantly and dragged his tired body over to James' bed. He shook James awake and let the toddler cling to him, his tears leaving a wet spot on Ed's shirt.

"is he okay?" I half yawned, it was 2:35am and James had woken up once already.

"yeah, just a bit scared" Ed said, stroking James hair until his sobbing subdued and we were left with a gentle and irregular snore. Ed placed him back on the bed and wandered over to where I was sitting on the edge of my seat.

He pushed me backwards and straddled me as I giggled uncontrollably.

"Ed, we cant do this here, well get kicked out" I laughed as he kissed my neck and collar bone, making me shiver. He suddenly jumped up and walked towards the door. I thought Id done something wrong until he turned around and gave me a mischievous grin. He fumbled with the lock on the door, turning it so nobody could open the door from the outside. He then returned to me, straddling me and again trailing kisses up my neck, making me moan as he found my sweet spot. He remained on that spot as I shivered with pleasure.

"okay, im gunna have a damn hickey, I don't have makeup!" I whispered loudly.

"then ill buy you some" He said huskily.

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sorry!

jjust a filler chapter to keep ya'll entertained while I get the next one planned! it gunna be good, trust me!

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