Glacial

20

I woke up with Ed's arm still arm wrapped around me. I shifted slightly and he let out a grunt, letting me know he was still asleep. I pushed the covers aside and threw on his shirt and my panties, and headed to the kitchen. I sat at the breakfast bar with a cup of tea and I felt a pair arms grab my hips from behind. I tipped my head back until it collided with Ed's chest, he leaned over and kissed me "good morning love" he said ":morning" I said. He got himself a bowl down before turning to me, "want some?" he asked, staring at me waiting for a reply. "no, no I had toast" I said, which was a lie, as I hadn't eaten breakfast for more than a month now. "okay" he said nervously as he sat down and ate quickly. A tired toddler walked in a few minutes later and climbed up onto a chair with a weird expression on his face. "food" he whispered. I laughed and Ed got down a James sized bowl and filled it with his cereal.

After breakfast, the boys and I decided to have a lazy day and watch movies. James wanted to watch The Lord Of The Rings because Ed had got him hooked on it the week we arrived in London. I agreed and I put my head on Ed's lap as he stroked my hair, James was sitting on his beanbag in the center of the room, staring lifelessly at the television.

We ended up watching the whole series of LOTR so nine hours, dinner and one tired toddler later we were ready for bed again. Ed and I settled James and then we decided to have a bath together. Ed's bath was pretty much an indoor spa, it was huge. we stripped and sat in the hot water, just indulging in the beautiful heat it was surrounding us in. there was enough room for both of us to have our own side, but instead we shrunk into a corner and I sat between his legs and he wrapped his arms around my belly, tracing circles on my bare skin. it was bliss, Ed, me and silence.

The clock began to tick faster as I zoned out, my mind completely turned to jelly as I sat in the bubbly tub with the love of my life. His head tipped backwards, his eyes closed, his ginger hair sticking to his forehead from the steam of the water. he was stunning, and he was mine. I shook my head as I bought myself out of my daze and shifted slightly, looking above me as Ed opened his eyes and smiled crookedly at me. "ready?" I said and he nodded tiredly, he had began snoring a little so I decided it was time for bed. I stood up and reached for a towel, wrapping around me like a child as I walked back to our room. Ed followed suit and we both changed into baggy shirts and just underwear. climbing into bed was the best feeling, the sheets were clean and crisp, cold against my skin. Ed rolled towards me and kissed my neck, behind my ear and whispered "i love you" into my ear before wrapping his arm around and falling into a deep sleep.

I woke up very early in the morning, about 6am with the urge to puke. I shot out of the bed and raced down the hall to the bathroom, barely making it as my insides emptied out yet again. Ed stomped sleepily down the hall and stopped when he reached me, my head over the toilet. "are you okay?" he said worriedly, rubbing my back as I stood up. "yeah im fine, I just coughed too much" I lied, the truth is, its because I haven't eaten for so long, its been two weeks now since id eaten a proper meal. "if you're sure" he said sighing.

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Haiii

I decided to do this in two parts because it was gunna be so long, sop here it is! hope you like it, yah know, somethings gunna happen in the next chapter that'll blow your mind!

so keep a look out for that!

now now now....I should be going, ive sat on my lazy arse for three and a half hours writing.

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