Glacial

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James got up from the his spot on the floor and bolted to the door, he didn't even wait for Ed to get his stuff out of the car before he was clung to his side, asking all sorts of questions. I stood at the front door and laughed as Ed held his hands above his head while James went into an over excited frenzy and clung to his waist, speaking so quickly we couldn't understand him. 

"daddy daddy daddy!" James screamed as Ed towed his bags up the path to where I was standing. he dropped it all down beside him and took a step towards me, pulling me close and kissing me with such passion, I thought I might pass out with the force. "hey luv" he whispered through the kiss, I smiled through the kiss and pulled away, "hello" I said back. We took all Ed's things inside and Ed flopped on the sofa, not bothering to remove his shoes as he propped his feet up on the coffee table. James was by his side blabbering on about all the fun stuff we got up to, and asking so many questions. I could see Ed getting bored so I stepped in. "James, lets leave daddy alone now okay? he's sleepy" I said, pulling him away. "okay, night night daddy" James said as he ran off to his room to play.

"how are you love?" Ed asked as I flopped down beside him, resting my head on his shoulder. "im tired, have been tired a lot recently" I moaned, yawning as he stroked my hair. "that's no good, should we have an early night?" he asked, and I nodded, it was only three in the afternoon but I was certain I was gunna fall asleep. "what's for dinner?" Ed asked, breaking the silence which was causing my eyes to close, I got a fright and my eyes shot open. "shit, uh I dunno, pizza?" I said questionably, Ed chuckled quietly at my outburst and he nodded and shifted me over before going into the kitchen to grab the phone. "what flavors?" he yelled out as I flicked through his photos from tour. "uh ill go Hawaiian" I yelled back, hesitating as I tried not to laugh at a picture of Stu wearing a very small basketball singlet, which showed half his belly.   

The pizza came and James trotted into the kitchen, taking his seat at the table. It had become a habit to say a prayer, and often James would say it in French so we would have no idea what he was thankful for. The boys ate quickly, but I didn't eat very fast, because I knew it would re-appear later. "can you bath James?" I asked Ed, "yeah sure, c'mon buddy" he said, Lifting James from the table and carrying him bridal style to the bathroom, singing rock-a-bye baby as he walked. I cleared away the remains of dinner and I felt a familiar lump rise in my throat, I ran to the toilet and puked my guts out. I heard footsteps coming towards the door so I got up quickly, flushing and pretending nothing happened. I walked out and saw a little boy run past, with no clothes or a towel and then I saw my ginger haired man run past, holding out a towel for the naked toddler. I laughed at them and then followed them to the bedroom, where Ed was already putting James into his race car pajamas.

"goodnight Jamesie" I whispered, kissing his forehead. Ed tucked him in tightly and kissed him goodnight, and the house instantly fell silent. "lets go to bed too yeah?" Ed said, "yeah" I said quietly, I wasn't feeling tired anymore. As we walked back down the long hallway, Ed placed a hand on my bum and I arched my back, I placed my hand on top of his and pulled him in, our lips crashing together like soundless thunder. He craved more, he pulled me close until our hips were touching and pushed me against the wall, lifting my legs around his waist. he walked me to our room and basically threw me onto the bed, climbing on top of me, trailing kisses down my neck, making me moan with pleasure. He threw off his shirt with force and then lifted mine carefully off, he stared at me for a few seconds, with some sort of concern pasted on his face. "what?" I asked self consciously, crossing my arms over my stomach. "nothing, you're beautiful" he said and he smiled, kissing my stomach from below my belly button, right up to my breasts. smoke was evident on his breath as he kissed me and I scrunched up my face as the smell got to me. "you've been smoking sheeran" I said bluntly. "yeh, whats wrong with that?" he said, "nothing" I said, pulling his face back down to mine. "just share next time" I said cheekily through the kiss.

I pulled at his belt and got it undone, pulling his jeans off him with a struggle. He forcefully pulled off my cotton shorts, which were easier than jeans, but he was craving me, and I was craving him. we were left in just underwear and Ed pulled off my bra, leaving a cold feeling over me. goose bumps arose on my skin and Ed noticed, he rubbed his hands up my hips, leaving a warm feeling in my stomach. He hooked his finger in the elastic of my panties and the slid off my legs with ease, being fully exposed now made me feel funny, was I scared?

Ed placed kisses right up my body now, I felt a knot begin to form in my stomach as his tongue entered my mouth. I snapped the elastic of his boxers and he got the idea that I wanted them off, he pushed them off his legs and positioned himself above me. I nodded and he pushed in, a moan escaped my lips and he muffled it with his lips. he started pushing in and out slowly, making the pre formed knot in my stomach get tighter, to the point where I felt sick. I started to shake and he sped up, purposely making me moan so he could stop me. the knot suddenly undid and my body shook with pleasure as he released inside of me, slowing his pace until he stopped. he pulled out of me and I whimpered, my breathing slowing.

we lay together, two sweaty bodies until I found myself falling asleep. I rolled over and Ed spooned me, making my back wet from the sweat that had accumulated on his chest. We closed our eyes and just listened to the inhale and exhale of our breaths as we fell asleep.

he was finally home.