" i'm so sorry deku."

Chapter 16 [Shhh im here]

Izuku pov:
Were sitting in class waiting for Mr aizawa.
Kacchan  was sitting next to me leaning on his chair.

"If you continue swinging on your chair like that your going to fall and hit your head."

"Shut up nerd no one asked you."

Just then Mr Aizawa walks back into the room.

Aizawa:"Settle down, we have new student."

A new student! Wow i wonder what their personality is like. I hope They're nice.

A Blue haired girl walks in, her hair was waist length and her eyes were a beuatiful green. Wow! She looks so cool.

Aizawa:" Introduce yourself"

Tamrin:" Hey guys! My names Tamrin but yall can call me Tam or Tammy. My quirk is shapeshifting , which basicly means i can transform myself into any living being! I hope we can all become very good friends."

She seemed so nice, and her quirk is so cool!
Everyone quickly got very close to her, especially Uraraka and Ida. But as time went by i noticed she was avoiding me or talking over me each time i wanted to talk, she was acting as if i didn't exist?

[Present]

Uraraka:"Hey Tammy, do you want to hang out with us for lunch today, if your not busy?"

Tam: "Sure!"

Uraraka:" great! Me , ida , Mina, Denki and Midoriya  usualy sit at that table right accross the café, you can join us later."

Tam:"will do!"

[At Lunch]

Uraraka:"Oh hey Tam! Have a seat- oh..uhm..all the spaces are full..."

Tam:"Oh...its okay..."

Izuku:"dont worry, you can have my seat!"

Tam:"No no dont worry its fine, I'll just sit alone."

Uraraka:"Oh no! Please stay, Midoriya doesn't mind going some place els! "

Izuku:" i...uhm.."

Ida:"Yea come one see he is totally fine with it, besides he never talks allot at lunch so he will be fine alone."

Izuku pov:

W-what? How can they just say something like that...

I stand up and walk away, whilst i walk i notice them all smiling and laughing extra loud. Are they happier without me..? I start to tear up, i know its dumb and no reson to cry over but that actually really hurt my feelings. I walk  to the classroom to  grab my backpack and walk over to the restroom. Once inside the restroom i make sure i am alone  and then take out the blade. I pull up my sleave and stare at my now barely healed scars, *sigh* im sorry  kacchan, i put the blade to my skin and press down. I quitly started sobbing , not because of the pain but because i cant tell Kacchan . The blood started forming a droplet that soon grew bigger and bigger as i draged the blade accross my skin. 1...2..
Just then  i hear footsteps approach followed by a loud voice calling out "Deku where the fuck are you." shit its kacchan, he found me! I run into a stall and lock the door. whilest doing so the droplets that formed  had run down my arm and driped onto the floor.

Bakugou pov:
I watch as deku's friend group makes him stand up and leave, quickly after the new girl sits down ,they act as if nothing happened Assholes.
I follow deku through the hallways as i can clearly see he is crying, he grabs his bag and start walking faster. What is he up to?
He runs into the bathroom and i quickly follow him, fearing he might do it again.
I burst through the door and im imediatly greated with the stall door closing in my face.
I look around the bathroom- his bag...bandages inside?...and theres something on the floor. Some blood droplets. Shit, im too late...Fuck.

Izuku pov:
No no no no no he is going to kill me if he sees i did it again. He will be so dissapointed that he will never want to be with me again. He will be so disusted in me...so disgusted that he'll never kiss me again!

Kacchan:" Deku open the door....NOW"
He sounds stern and serious.

Izuku:" No...i can't..i won't."

Kacchan:" what happened nerd?"

Izuku:"Nothing! Just Leave...p-please."

Kacchan:" Are you hurt?"

Izuku:"....no."

Kacchan:"Dont Lie to me."

Izuku:" i'm fine....leave me."

Kacchan:" deku please open the door...let me help you."

Izuku:" please go..."

Kacchan:"please let me in, i can help."

Izuku: *sniffling and soft wimpering*

Kaccha:" izuku  please let me help you...you are hurt , please."

Izuku pov: izuku!?

Izuku: " n-no *snif snif* you will be mad..."

Kacchan:"......"

Izuku:" please, you're going to be dissapointed...just- go..."  *snif snif*

Kacchan:"......mad? Deku what did you do...what happened? You're scaring me. Let me in...please...let met help you i promise i won't be mad. Please."

*Door Unlocks*
[We are still following izuku's pov Btw]

Kacchan:" oh deku...why?" *goes on knees and sit next to deku huddled next the toilet*

Izuku:" i don't know, i cant stop. I don't want to stop. Please i can't."

*deku places blade onto skin again.*

Kacchan:" stop! No , don't. You have come so far please."

Izuku:" i can't, i have already ruined everything I need this, i deserve this,  i need to see the blood, i need the pain, the smell i need it." *sobbing*

Kacchan:" Fine, take my arm instead, do it."

Izuku:" w-what...?"

Kacchan:" oi you heard me, do to my arm whatever you would normally do to yours. Go ahead do it."

Izuku:" no i cant! No no no no."

Kacchan:" c'mon dont think just do it. Please do whatever you need to feel beter."

Izuku:" N-No i can't hurt you like that.." *snif snif*

Kacchan:" Then why do it to yourself ?"

Izkuku:" but i deserve it.."

Kacchan: *takes blade away.* no nerd you don't..."

*izuku cries into kacchan's arms*

Kacchan:" shhh its okay im here now, we will get through this...i promise."