CHAPTER 77 : HIDDEN THOUGHTS

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B: hey Lor, you're being too much. It's not Mon's fault she's hot

L: are u telling me i'm not?

B: well, i guess u pass too

L: what???!!!

(Lor then proceeded to try to smack Bryan for the next 5 mins until she got tired. She had no chance though. Bryan was an athlete so reflex wise or even stamina wise there was no chance at all that she'll win)

T: Mon i'm happy for u.
I'm glad that you found the one who can make u smile :)
I wish u the best! But at the same time, if you or her has a sister... Don't forget about us ahahha

M: hahaha sad to say we're both from a small family. We don't have any siblings :) but thank you for wishing me well! I am indeed lucky! Sam really is quite special!

L: but why do I feel some resentment?
She looks so perfect!

Rich, pretty, hot and really loves u too. What else are u disatisfied with?

Shouldn't u be ecstatic by that Mon?

M: well maybe it's because she's too perfect Lor

it's hard being with someone like that u know?

It makes me feel like I always have to be my best to stay with her and that gets frustrating and tiring. The pressure is always there to be better and do better

L: this is why i said I hate u Mon!
You think too much!

Didn't you hear the guys say that u were perfect?

Where were u when I said that the guys were fighting over u? And what's the big deal about being rich?

Isn't it great that you found a rich partner who will be able to support u and all of your whims?

B: hey! We're all rich too! So why are we single?

L: coz u guys are idiots!
And u Mon, u have major issues too! U think too much!

If I had someone like your girlfriend, i'd make sure that I won't let her go!

You're basically secured for the rest of your life!

Why the hell are u complicating things by thinking about all the useless stuff

U love each other that's all that matters right?

M: i wish it was all that mattered but we all know it's not.

I know I love Sam. I love her with all of me and I would never doubt her love for me too but we live in a society where love is the last thing people look at

L: and u should care about what people think because?

M: because i'm human Lor.
As much as I want to say their opinions don't matter, it does.

Just the fact that we are together is already an issue.

Same sex relationships are not really as well accepted as it is here in the States.

She has everything to lose being with me but she still fought for me and I love her more for that

L: ah-haaaa and i'm missing where the problem is...

M: we're too far apart that's the problem
I don't want to feel like i'm worth nothing when i'm beside her

I am not with her for her money!

And I hate that I have to explain that over and over to people who think otherwise

They don't say it directly to my face, but I can tell by the way they look at me

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