The next 24 hours was torture, to say the least
All I did was stare at Sam
I couldn't take my eyes off of her even for a minute
I wanted to be the first one she sees when she wakes up
The suffocating thought of her waking up not knowing me is gripping my insides, causing havok in its wake
I know the doctor didn't say anything, and I know they said that she'd be okay, but the nagging guilt that constantly eats at my being is making me shudder at all the different possibilities I have no control of handling
Fate has been cruel
Too cruel... so I wouldn't be surprised if the world dealt its hand against us again and give us the worst possible outcome
I held Sam's hand and slowly intertwined it in mine
Reveling at how it instantly made everything felt right
Now, if only you can wake up Sam and kiss me... that would make this night perfect
The clock was ticking so slowly
The sounds it left kept getting louder and louder as it overlaps with the sound of the beeping monitors
M: I really hate hospitals, Sam
Can you please wake up already and talk to me to fill the void?
You still haven't told me why you followed me into doing the stupidest mistake of my life
I thought you would have known better haha you just wanted to boast to me that you knew how to do it too...right, love?
OK, then since you like winning so much, I'd let you win every single day, Sam... so please let's end this already and just be happy together
I miss you!
We deserve to be happy too, Sam, and I could only ever be happy with you, so please wake up now and tell me you love me!
I felt my tears threatening to pour for what felt like a thousandth time today, so I held Sam's hands tighter to try to draw some strength to push it back again
I promised myself Sam that I would be stronger this time around, both for myself and for us
M: Your grandma will be coming soon, love
Did you know that Trina was her spy?
U probably did huh?
Nothing gets past you so i'm sure you knew from the start. So why didn't u tell me?
I should have been more mean to her tsk!
Because of her, i'd have to face your grandma again soon Sam...
What if she blames me and asks me to leave u again? I can't handle that a second time!
No i refuse to go through that again!
I just got u Sam... I couldn't afford to be away from you again!
This time i'm sure it'll both kill us Sam!
that's why I need you to wake up before she arrives so we can fight together
You said you wanted to marry me, right?
Well, let's go get her blessing and then spend the rest of our lives together!
To hell with my masters and PhD!
How the hell did she convince me that I needed it to be with you? Tsk!
You still love me though I was stupid and weak right Sam?
I know u do.
Thank u for loving me Sam.
Let's fight this time please.
We can just annoy her with our defiance until she gets tired of meddling, right?
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GAP 2: ROAD TO FOREVER
Fanfictionfan made. Mon's & Sam's POV alternate storyline when book 1 ended. is love really all that we need? can we overcome our overwhelming gap when we fight for our love? what are we supposed to do when all we can do is fight a losing battle? Will we stil...
