GAP 2: ROAD TO FOREVER

CHAPTER 91 : TASTE OF IRON

It felt like an eternity before I reached Mon!

I found her still clutching her head and swaying her body back and forth sitting in the sand, exactly where I left her

She was mumbling it hurts over and over again and was near hysterics

She looked so broken and it killed me seeing her like this!

This was your fault Sam!
You did this!
If you didn't force her to die with you, she wouldn't be in pain like this!
You're a monster!
All you do is hurt her!
I thought u loved her!
This is pathetic Sam!

Stop! Please stop!
I don't have the time to argue with you right now! Please!
Mon needs me!
Please give me a break!

Need you?
Who said she needed you?
You did this to her!
How dare u even think you mattered?!

I kept trying to push the voices away!

I immediately hugged Mon and tried to console her!
I was trying my best to keep the both of us sane!

S: Mon, baby shhhhh.... I'm here
I'm here
It's ok, you'll be ok babe!
I got your meds
I need you to take it babe then you will no longer feel the pain

(Mon was still not responding
Her eyes were empty and she just kept on mumbling that it hurt
I was so desperate!
I didn't know what else to do!
All I was thinking at this moment was that She needed to drink her meds!

So i took the only action I could think of

I took the meds in my mouth and directed her head toward me

Then I forced her mouth open and forced the medicine down with my tongue!

I was surprised when she bit me
I guess this was as expected
I just shoved my tongue on someone vulnerable after all
Just another one of my genius plans

I tasted Iron, so I knew she bit down hard

It's ok, i deserved it!
At least now I am confident in staying awake

I then grabbed some water and forced her to swallow it again
I needed to make sure she won't spit out the medicine and swallow it

I was happy and felt content when she finally did
All I was feeling at this time was that I needed to hold on just a little bit longer

Mon will be ok soon. I just need to try to calm her down for now to avoid her hurting herself

I dragged my body back so I could hug u Mon

I was hugging you from the back while you sat there screaming and bawling.
I forced my arm as an alternative because that would be better that hurting yourself
I had to stop it because she scratched and clawed and it felt like she would rip her head out if she could

I tried to hug you tighter, doing all that I could to restrict your movements so you wouldn't get hurt even more

At this point, I don't know if I wanted people to come or not

I didn't want anyone to see Mon like this, but I also didn't know how long I could hold on like this too

My lungs felt like it's burning

My eyes were heavy

I wanted to call for my secretary or at least call an ambulance
Anybody I could rely on
But my phone was nowhere to be found, and I can't leave Mon like this again
So I had no choice but to stay)