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hey y'all

i'm going to be completely honest: i have no motivation rn

                                                                            i haven't been on wattpad in ages

                                                                            i have so many chapters already! if i continue i'm going                                                                                to end the book at like...chapter 80

                                                                            i can't think straight because i got asked out last                                                                                             monday by my crush (yay ik it was coming anyway bc he                                                                             told me lol)so i spend my time at school communicating                                                                             with him online and irl

                                                                           for some reason, my parents rarely let me write                                                                                               anything on wattpad


i'm incredibly stuck on what to do rn...i want to end this book in a way but i don't feel like writing and i haven't felt like it this whole entire year. pretty sure i lost a bunch of readers too from not updating a lot as well. so atm, i'm thinking of 2 decisions: finish the book and if i do choose that i will be updating about once every 2 weeks or write another chapter in dot-points on the story's plot and how it was going to end so you guys can stop reading the book in another chapter knowing what was going to go on. if i choose the second option, i think i may then either rarely go on wattpad OR i might continue with this love story i've had in my drafts forever.

writing about a fanfic was really fun and challenged my writing skills (girl what writing skills) in a way but i've always felt like i was supposed to be writing about love stories and seduction and all that messy high school girl stuff and woman in their early twenties, well yeah, that kinda lovey-dovey things that im always reading these days. i think some of you have noticed that in some chapters, i drift a little too much to the romantic parts and one of my friends actually pointed it out to me last year asking me 'is this book going to be the junior pinkertons and the detective society solving another crime or a love story'.

soooo that's pretty much it i have no idea what to do rn and all i've learnt is i'm a very crappy updater lmao

byeee from the worst updater ever known to live,

emiliana grande yessir dats me

jk, emily

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