I woke up in my own bed with balloons floating around up at the ceiling. Derek and I spent the last few days apart before the wedding. He stayed at the guys house.
Today is our wedding day, I miss Derek a lot. But I finally get to be with him forever.
Derek and I finally found a house after wedding planning, it's a one story with two bedrooms and two bathrooms.
We have already bought it but we haven't moved our things in yet.
I sat up and there in front of me was my wedding dress hanging from my closet door. The door bursted open and in came my girls with so much energy.
"HAPPY WEDDING DAY." Madison screamed.
I covered my ears at how loud she is.
"WAKE UP AND GET DRESSED! BREAKFAST IS MADE DOWNSTAIRS." She screamed again and disappeared downstairs.
"Ceremony starts at two pm." Claudia told me in a calmed voice.
I smiled at her and they all headed downstairs.
I brushed my teeth and got ready for today.
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My heart dropped, that can't be Nate. It can't. He died. I clicked on his profile and it's his account.
Maybe his family is monitoring it, it can't be Nate.
I was there when he flatlined, it can't be Nate.
I shut off my phone and sat down on the bed, I think I'm having a panic attack.
I held my chest and the door flew open, "Avery, are you okay?" Claudia ran over to me.
She held onto me as my breathing got difficult, "she's having a panic attack." Madison said with a worried look.
I slid off the bed and leaned against my bed. Claudia was wrapped her arms around me as I slowly calmed down.
"It's okay shh, just let it out." Claudia whispered. I wrapped my arms around her and I calmed down.
I calmed until I was breathing normally, "you're okay." She said. She rubbed my back as I cried out.
Nate can't be alive, I watched him flatlined. This can't be real.
