Yeonbin ff
Not every love story is about two lost souls finding each other.
This story starts with an end, with an end of a beautiful and long-lasting relationship. What happened to them? Will they be able to find back to each other? Will the other...
hiiii, this chapter is basically at the same time as the last but in Junnie's point of view, so this chapter will be sad as well :( and sadly I have to warn you, that also the following ones won't be the happiest either, but maybe it won't go the way you think now <33 stay tuned, grab a pillow to cuddle and enjoyyyy (and by the way I love this picture so much you don't understand bsbsbsjsjnsjs)
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Yeonjun's pov:
I don't move. Ever since he left, I didn't move. I'm just standing here, not daring to move an inch with any part of my body, because it would hurt too much.
I don't dare to make it more real, to look around me not finding him, or to call for him, when he is not answering anyways. I don't want this to be real.
It's not like we are not together anymore, right? This is just a stupid fight. Everything will be okay again.
But why does it feel like I already lost him in a way?
I know he never wanted to hurt me, but I am, I am hurt. I said stupid things. I know he would not leave me without talking with me, but I just don't get him.
"Yeonjun?", I hear a familiar voice calling for me.
I hear how he closes the door, how he steps near me, I feel how he makes me sit back down on the couch. But I don't look at him. I know he is not the one I am desperate to see right now.
"Are you okay?", he asks me out of concern. But I can't bring myself to speak. I am just not able to do so. My mouth is as dry as a desert and I am so weak, that I can't even open it.
"Okay. Stupid question. I am sorry.", Gyu mumbles. Then there is a short moment of silence.
I look in front of me, seeing the letter thrown on the ground.
"Hey, can you at least say something? Don't look so emotionless! Please, it's scary" Gyu whisper-shouts, while sounding like he would start crying every second. But instead of answering I just stare, and stare, endlessly at the damn letter.
He wraps his arms around me, I can feel the warmth of his body reaching me.
And this is when I break down when I can take it anymore.
Reality hits me, it stabs me in my chest, taking my breath away, and I feel how my tears stream down my face.
"I can't take this, Gyu. I need him.", my voice comes out stagnantly.
He rubs over my back softly, trying to comfort me, "I know, I know Junnie. You won't loose him. Everything will be okay. Do you wanna tell me what happened?".
I nod, telling him everything. From the uneasy feeling I have since days till what happened a few hours before, where I found the letter and. Confronted Soobin who didn't explain anything to me but only made me accusations, wherein I am not entirely innocent for that.
I said bad things to him, and I know it. It's my fault to start an argument for that and not asking him like a normal, rational thinking person. But emotions simply took over me. I couldn't act otherwise.
But before I could think about this more, another thought running through my mind got me irritated: "Wait. Why are you even here?".
"Well, let's just say I noticed that Soobin went to Tae and Hyuka, so I figured out that I should head to you as fast as I can. I knew, you would be a mess. But I didn't expect this..." he looks up and down on me, making his face extra judging to make me laugh.
And it works. I laugh a bit and the smile rests on my face.
And it stays, the same as Beomie does. We turn the last few hours of the night in a movie night, without any sleep, but with cuddling like we used to years ago.
And it felt good.
At least he was able to distract me for a while.
But the thought of him comes back every time I close my eyes, every time I laugh and every time I look around.
I miss him already.
I need to fix this.
It can't be too late already.
It just can't be.
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helllooooooo, here I am baaaaack
hope you like this chapter :) sorry, it is a bit short, but everything I added sounded too forced...
hope you like it anyway
love you all sooo much and if something is up, always remember that I am free to talk to <3
