Be done

3 Busy Day

Rosalie

Today counts 2 weeks of break up with Jayden, I've been trying to keep my mind off of this break up, last week I almost break down in front of Ami, she was busy asking why we moved and when is her mama coming home, I had to take her to my mom's house because I was stressed by work and my wound was still fresh, I might be a masculine lesbian but Im a very sensitive person. Especially when it comes to the shit that I'm facing right now. When I was growing up I really didn't have too many friends, it was always me and Jayden. Even when we started dating, it was always her, she knew my weaknesses, what makes me happy, what makes me sad, how I am much of an overthinker. I guess I was the only one who was too deep in this relationship than her.

I sigh. I'm tired, both mentally, physically and emotionally. Yes I'm beautiful, but to be honest no one is going to love a stud like me who has a child. Now I'll just forget about relationships and focus on my business and my beautiful daughter Amanda.

I'm trying so hard to get my mind off things so I can finish this paper works and deliver this solars tomorrow. So I decided to take a walk around my building. Looking around I'm quite proud of myself, my father started this business but it was a small company that made solar, when he died I took the company and expanded it to where it was right now. I won't lie, it was never easy to build this company, lot of sleepless night and lot of disappointment. I remember losing one of the biggest contract that brought millions. That year I cried the whole month. But look at me now.

"Boss your fiancé is on the call" my assistant reported.

Now tell me why this mf is calling on my work phone.

"Jayden what do you want?"

"you"

"okay bye"

"wait, wait, wait, look baby, I'm sorry okay, I know I fucked up but please come back home. I miss you okay, please"

"nah you don't miss me, you miss the way I looked stupid for you, you missed the one I made your life easier. How I stood on your side when things goes south. No one but me! Jayden. Not your girlfriends but me! You missed how you always wake up and find a breakfast prepared for you. How you will get home and find a nice warm home cooked meal, how you would find your clothes washed and ironed. How you would wake up and find your outfit for the day prepared. That's what you miss, or am I lying Miss April? "

"...... "

" thought as much, now have it lit, you disturbing me I have a company to run"

With that I hanged up and put my head down. Now I'm having a terrible headache and I need to finish this paper works before I fetch Ami from my mama's house.

Next day

Today it's Saturday, I woke up very early and did my morning routine, after I wore my Grey sweatpants with my Nike black and white t-shirt and put my dreadlocks on a bun. I went downstairs to Make breakfast for me and Ami, today I'm spending a day with her, meaning I'll be with her when I examine my order before it gets delivered.

After preparing for breakfast I woke Ami up and helped her get ready, today was a sunny day so she was wearing a summerdress with a sunhat. She burns alot because she is more light skinned like her mama. Me on the other hand I'm more of a melanin skin even though I'm mixed.

"mom when are we going to see mama and have a family day?"

I almost choked, like damn girl stop bringing that cheating ass in my house.

" uhm baby, mom has to tell you something, you see me and your mama are not together anymore"

She frowned. Now I regret telling her that, but she needs to know so she can stop asking questions of us being around each other.

"why"

" well Ami, when you are grown I'll tell you. Now you still young to understand, okay mama?"

"okay" she said with a sad face.

"Now finish up eating so we can go to mommy's company." well that made her mood to light up

"really?! I'm going to play with suzzie??"

"yes baby now finish up"

Suzzie is a robot that I made when I was 18, she is not an advanced robot but she can talk and can offer you games of your choice.

After Ami was done eating I washed the dishes and we went to my work place. After seeing that everything was okay we left to do some shopping for winter clothes since it's May.

Well atleast Jayden gave me Amanda as a gift. I'll always be grateful of her