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23 Mom

Rosalie

It has been 4 months after I told Jayden to stay on her lane and trust me she has been behaving so well. Charlene stays with me now and I'm happy with her behavour. She is such a good girl let's hope she won't fall pregnant while staying with me. She had a lot of adjustment to do last couple of months because she comes from the rural areas and now she is in the big city. But I was there for her and she picked up and started adjusting and also stood up for herself when someone tries to bully her. We go together to the gym because she needs to know how to fight. Her problem is that she is too soft and this world is too cruel for her so I'm preparing her for the worst. Last month on the 20th of February on my birthday I went to Cape Town. I was with Rose but I also went there to check on my business. I'll be going there again in July just to check again. I'm very impressed with how my new employees are working hard. Plus I'm planning on going to University of Cape Town and offer 5 best engineering students an internship in my company.  But today I went to visit my mom. Well I do that every after 2 weeks to make sure that she is still healthy, after my father's death she started to detach from many things and her BP level is always up and she bottle things in her heart she really does worry me. I passed by theall near by and bought few things that I think she would need.

"Hi mama, how are you?"

"I'm fine, how are you baby? I thought  you would wait for her school to come out and you would come."

"Oh, I'll bring her during weekends then, but how are you feeling? On Sunday it would be the 4th anniversary of papa's death, we need to visit him with Ami and Charlene"

"And why are you reminding me"

"Mom come on what's wrong? You can't keep bottling things inside and you also becoming rude. I'm no longer gonna bring Amanda around you, trust me"

"Fine, I'm just worried about things, about you baby, it's almost a year and you have been acting like everything is okay, are we going to go to the time you were before your dad died?"

"What?no mom, I'm fine to be honest, I was already expecting what happened since it was not the first time happening so when it happened I just accepted and left. I already had my miserable times 4 years ago so she was not worth it last year. Look mama I'm doing well and I'm happy, just look how I'm glowing, I don't need Jay to be my happiness, she was that the first few years we dated but after that's she was my miserable. You don't need to worry about me mama, is that all or is something else? "

" I miss my dear husband. It's been so lonely that I feel like the Lord has forsaken me " I understand her, my mom and dad were in love with each other. Despite the color and discrimination they used to get from people they stood together, people thought my mom was after my dad's money but what makes me laugh is that my dad didn't have that much money. This empire they built it together. " Don't talk like that, I can't lose both parents mom. I think you need a therapist mama. I'm really worried about you"

"okay we can try that."

We talked for a while till it was late and I left. When I get he I'm going to search for a therapist next to her home. I'm also thinking of hiring a helper so she don't do much job.

I know it is boring but next few chapter will be better. I'm sorry for errors I didn't edit this chapter