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Rose

Things have been bad. Too bad for my liking, this is a third month since Rosie was shot, she is been in coma since that day, Amanda is not coping at school, her marks are dropping, her mom's high blood is always high, i can't even take care of myself in a proper way, it has been a tough path to me. I've never seen my love soo helpless. I know we not dating but she is my girlfriend. No one can convince me otherwise. The doctors says I must eat healthy and not think too much because I will go to labour early. How could I not stress? The mother of my child is lying on top of the dead bed. In between of the living and the dead. She was shot on the womb, the womb is damaged and it means that even if she craves to carry a kid again, she won't have that opportunity again. She is now infertile. Thanks to Jayden and her physcopaths. All Rosie wanted was to have a peaceful life with her kids and her mother. I know she doesn't want to date anyone again but I'll be patient with her until she is ready.

"Hey baby wake up, you have therapy session that starts in an hour"

"You taking me there?"

"No baby, Jyden is doing that, I have doctor's appointment" she rolled her eyes. She doesn't really like her other mommy, she doesn't talk like she used to and she avoids her in her All coast. Sometimes she begs me to go with her to her therapy session but I'm not fit to be her parent since she uses Jayden's surname.

"Only God knows how much I hate that person" I gasped

"Amanda!!"

"What? It is the truth. I got suspended for defending her helpless kid, I should left him standing there like a lost puppy that he is. Everything was fine before he showed up. Afer that I was treated like a street kid. Left at school, stopped getting hugs and spending time with my grandparents. Every time I went there they would count me out on everything. Now I should play happy family with that person? That's never gonna happen. "I hugged her so tight. She is very you and has been through a lot In her life. This is unfair. I took her and got her ready for her therapy session. I know she is tired but she also need someone who she loves next to her. While she was eating I heard a knock. I know it's her mom so I took her bag, my bag and keys and we headed to the door.

"Good mor...."

" let's meet at Macdonalds that's near the garage after her appointment. I'll find you there when I'm done with my business"

"Oh about that, I was going to ask for her clothes bag for a sleepover"

"No can do. I'm not going there. After my therapy I'm going to see my mom who is in hospital. You see miss that my I'm busy today" Amanda answered while going to the parking lot. This kid is getting mean everyday I swear it will take time to get the old her back.

"soo...?"

"what!?"

"what do you say?.... You know.... About the sleep over"

"she said no"

" But she is a minor and you are currently her guardian"

"Yes I am her guardian that respects her decision. She said no so why would I say yes? Can you please leave? I'm running late and I can't leave you here alone." After thar she left and I left after them.

I was 10 minutes late with my appointment. I hate this. She promised to be with me every step of the way now she doesn't even want to wake up.

" Your blood pressure is still high, you still haven't gained any weight, this is dangerous for both of you. You can even die while giving birth because your muscles are week. I understand your going through a lot but she is still alive. That's what matters " After my appointment I went to Macdonalds and ordered some food for me and Amanda. I know she won't eat anything her mom buys her.

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