I'm feeling everything all at once.
Every emotion, every tear, every laughter, every unwavering hand, every unwanted hand, every step, every thought, every breath, I feel it all. My head is a radio station of screams, but the station dial is broken. I can not change the channel. I hold my hands over my ears. As I get closer to the source, the louder it becomes. My eyes are crying and my mouth is laughing and the only control I have is my hands. The radio gets louder and louder. I raise my hands up and ball my fist. I just want it to stop.. I slam my hands down on to the radio. Electricity flys through the air, and for a moment there's static, then nothing. My tears dry, my laughing stops. Suddenly I'm just laying in my bed not moving, not talking, not listening, my gaze is at the ceiling, but I'm not truly looking at it. I'm not looking at anything. All of a sudden I'm feeling nothing. I'm not even sure I'm alive, im not sure what's truly real. I don't know long I've been laying there.
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Bird-Like Heart
PoetryThis is about my kind of poetry. Feelings emotions, trauma, love, happiness, loss. The world is filled with all of these thing and this is how express it.
