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Beg For It (10)

Bag For It (10)

Jungkook just stared at Jin who was sitting on the edge of his bed, Jin didn't say anything after he just kissed Jungkook. He also didn't know why he kissed him when Jungkook asked Jin to kill him.

"Are you regret it you didn't kill me?" Jungkook said, from where he was with whiskey in hand.

"N-No.." Jin said.

"You can kill me and go back to your mother, you've seen my weak side," Jungkook said.

"If I kill you and your men know they will kill me, so it's the same right?" Jin said.

"Of course, it's different if you kill me, they will become your men, and this place will be yours, they might want to kill me, they must also be tired of working like this, it's just that for now they have no choice, there is a family to they make a living out of this job," Jungkook said.

"Are you okay? You shouldn't drink that, your chest might hurt again" Jin said and Jungkook laughed.

"Do you know how old I am?" Jungkook said and Jin just kept silent.

"I'm 20 years older than you," Jungkook said and Jin was surprised, it's because his face doesn't look like that.

"Why? Are you surprised to hear that? Is my face older than that?" he said.

"N-No, your face is younger than that," Jin said.

"You said, you miss her, you hug me because you miss her, is it that painful?" Jin said.

"You're trying to find out my past hm?" Jungkook said and he walked over to Jin, sat beside him, and sipped the whiskey in his hand.

"I built all this, for her, she lost her parents and her house because of me because she chose me, so I will replace everything for her, I give it all, because I want her to still be mine, I don't realize if what I do turns me into like this, but I can't get out of my life, I have a reason why I killed her, regardless of whether it's right or wrong, I don't care, they don't know how it feels, only I know and they can only judge," Jungkook said, and when he was about to take a sip of the whiskey in his glass Jin held it down, making him not drink it.

"Everyone has mistakes in life, maybe I do too, you can't die, because dying won't change anything, you have to change before you die, if you want to meet her there," Jin said.

"Even hell won't welcome me," Jungkook said.

"You're wrong," Jin said, their eyes met at that moment, and Jin must have been destroyed inside, which made him this evil.

"Why?" he said.

"Why are you doing this? I killed your boyfriend, and almost killed your mother, but why?" he said.

"Because it's me, I'm not taught to return something bad with bad, because a cold heart can only seek with warm affection," Jin said.

"But you can't have affection for someone as bad as me," Jungkook said.

"That's right, I hate you, but with the other you, with you in front of me, I feel sorry for you," Jin said and Jungkook continued to stare at him.

"Go to sleep, it's late, I'll be right back," Jungkook said, he got up from the bed but Jin took his hand.

"What?" he said.

"Last time you said you'd be right back, they took you to the hospital instead, how about now, don't make me wait?" Jin said.

"You're going to regret treating me this well Jin," Jungkook said.

"At least I tried," Jin said.

***

1 year later

Living in a foreign place, it feels like being imprisoned, there is no freedom there, and every step Jin takes can become a trap. Being trapped in that world for a year made Jin hard to believe. Every day he only cries because he remembers his mother, Jin wants to go back but something keeps him there and it's hard for him.

He still serves Jungkook as usual, he also can't see that side of Jungkook every day, because Jungkook keeps changing. Only once did he hit Jin and after that it never happened again according to what he said. But he's still a murderer, Jin still sees his men carrying body bags in his front yard, and Jin thinks, as long as Bam keeps barking, then Jungkook will be who he is now.

But it's been a month now, Jungkook has let Jin out of the room, but he's been watched by his man, Yoongi. He's the only person Jungkook trusts to look after Jin when he's not with him.

That afternoon, Jin went to the backyard, he wanted to meet Bam and visit him in his stable. Yoongi walked behind Jin, and when he arrived in front of Bam's cage, Bam immediately barked at him, he seemed angry with Jin's presence there, but that didn't scare Jin, he knelt in front of Bam's cage.

"You can't get too close to him, or he might hurt you," Yoongi said.

"No, he won't hurt me, see, even though he gets angry when I'm here, he refrains from crossing this fence, he can jump and tear me apart but he didn't do it, I just need to trust him and he will trust me," Jin said.

"Bam, are you hungry?" Jin said.

"He already ate," Yoongi said.

"That means he's not full yet," Jin said.

"How do you know if he's not full? he's always like that every day" Yoongi said and Jin stand up then turned to him and looked at him.

"W-What? What are you doing?" Yoongi said in an irritated tone.

"I just looked at you and you were annoyed, why? Have you not eaten? Or are you not full yet?" Jin said and Yoongi fell silent.

"He must be bored out there, can't we get him out of the cage? This yard is big enough for him to play" Jin said.

"You want to die at the hands of my boss?" he said.

"He won't kill us right away, will he? He will definitely come to us and scold us first before killing us," Jin said.

"Then? He's still going to kill us." Yoongi said.

"He won't kill me, you probably will," Jin laughed before walking away from there and Yoongi followed suit.

"I was wondering why your face could be the same as his ex-wife, but I'm sure you have nothing to do with her," Yoongi said.

"I don't even know who Jisoo is, is she really that similar to me?" Jin said.

"Yeah, you're the boy version," Yoongi says.

"Oh really?" Jin said, they returned to the pool and sat there.

"They've been together since they were 15 years old, and my boss gave everything for Jisoo, but one day he found Jisoo making out with another guy, and it broke him," Yoongi said.

"But he killed her, was that the right choice?" Jin said.

"My boss is used to hearing someone beg him, begging is the same as asking him to be killed and Jisoo did that. He didn't immediately kill Jisoo when he found out about the affair, but every day he looks frustrated, he's almost crazy because he feels he doesn't have anyone again, I wasn't there when he put the gun in his wife's chest, but Namjoon was there, and he says he cried hysterically when he did. He fought himself," Yoongi said.

"I still don't understand why he did it," Jin said.

"You don't need to understand and know everything, that's someone else's problem that you will never be able to understand because you're not at his feet," Yoongi said and that made Jin silent.

To be continued...