Masterpiece in Here // Jinkook

The Mute's Story (12)

The Mute's Story (12)

Seokjin's POV

It's been almost 2 months since I found out about my pregnancy, I'm increasingly afraid to leave my room and always look at my stomach, I don't want my scholarship to be cut off because of my condition, I don't want them to know about this pregnancy and make my family disappointed. I don't want it.

But during these two months, Jungkook always gave me everything I needed, fruit, milk, and vitamins, he even bought me scarves, sweaters, and other warm clothes, but I never took them, I just put them in my room. He always tries to talk to me but I always avoid him. He's changed and I know that but I can't accept it yet, it's hard for me. Accepting someone who hurt me feels almost impossible for me to do, even though there is a possibility but the hope is very small.

That day, I was at the library, alone because Jimin came home first, he said he had to meet his dad so it was just me. I was focused on reading a book while doing my homework until someone came, I was worried if it was him, but no, it was Ken.

"Hey, what are you reading?" Ken said, he sat across from me and I just showed him the title of the book I was reading.

"Cool, am I bothering you?" Ken said and I shook my head.

"Have you had lunch?" Ken said and shook my head.

"You can't study if your stomach is empty, let's have lunch together," Ken said and I just smiled, actually my stomach wasn't empty, there was a baby in it that I'm slowly starting to love.

I tidied up the books and got ready to go to the cafeteria with him, but as we were leaving the library, Jungkook came and blocked our way.

"Where are you going?" Jungkook said and I just looked at Ken.

"Who are you? Jin and I are going to have lunch together" Ken said.

"Oh really? You want to take my fiancé to lunch?" Jungkook said and my eyes widened.

"What? He's your fiancé? but I don't see any rings on your fingers" Ken said, Jungkook just rolled his eyes and grabbed my hand, leading me away but Ken held him back.

"Don't be rough with him," Ken said.

"Shut your mouth, this is none of your business, get your hands off me before mine reaches your face!" Jungkook said and he took me away from there.

When we were away from Ken I took off my hand and made him stop.

"What did you do with that guy huh?" Jungkook said and I was silent.

"Talk to me!" he said.

"Don't make me lose my temper Jin! I want to fix everything, and start over, but why are you making it so hard?" he said.

"You're pregnant and it's my baby so stay away from other guys who want to approach you because I don't like the sight of it," Jungkook said.

"And stop wasting all the food I gave you!" he said.

I didn't answer anything he said, I just kept quiet and stared at him until he realized I was watching him.

"What should I do to fix everything?" Jungkook said, he lowered his voice and his face looked desperate.

"Do you think this is easy for me?" he said.

"I fought myself to be here, you always appear in my every dream and it makes me sick Jin, I have to feel guilty every day and try to fix it but it's not easy," Jungkook said.

"I know I was wrong, I know. I was stupid to do that to you, I know. But at least give me a way to fix it, I don't want to live like this" Jungkook says, he takes his hands off of me and just stares at me.

"Do you hate me this much?" Jungkook said and I just nodded.

"Isn't there a way for me to fix everything?" Jungkook said and I shook my head.

"Okay, if you want me to get out of your life, and it makes you better, I will do it, but remember Jin, everything I do is not because I want to cover up my bad, but because I am aware of my mistakes and I want to fix them, I am not a good person I know that. but at least I try to change it, please, take good care of yourself, and please never throw away the food and vitamins I gave you, I will never see you again I promise, this is the last time you see me, but use everything I gave, for your baby" Jungkook said and tears rolled down my eyes as he left me. What's wrong with my heart? No, he's a bad guy, and I don't need him.

To be continued...