so far this is my life

random relationships

I had this relationship with this girl named Ariana, something and she was a black girl, she wasn't a bad person to date just really a lot. She hated when i was with other friends. She hated when someone else had my attention. She wanted my attention purely on her which ill admit for a while it didnt bother me but then it got aggravating because i would be trying to do something and id let her know ahead of time and she would just sit there and blow my phone up the entire time until i was done. And i never did anything to hurt her on purpose, but oh my god, she drove me insane. Eventually, we broke up, and i got into a sorta new relationship. I dont ask about his name. he's not worth fully mentioning. We dated for a few weeks, and then idk he was pushy man. Like he was a typical guy who wanted sex and really nothing else, and he was pushy about it. If i didn't show anything, he'd get sad and then try and make me feel awful for saying no, and eventually, i broke things off because i didn't want to deal with him anymore. I ended up getting eith Ariana again and regretted that shit. We broke up, she got with a new guy who was actually a friend of mine and then we all tried dating and that failed and so we both bloked her but she kept trying to get to us. evenutally, she left us alone. He got into a new relationship, and the girl and I both ended up liking each other, but none of that lasted long because they all changed. Everyone was becoming dicks and for no reason. At one point i started dating this girl that im sorta still friends with and we were fine for a few months or so but she broke up with me by ghosting me which i thought was really pathetic, were still friends lol. We ended up talking about it a few times and her only response was that why start something if you know how its going to end and i was like " we dont know its going to end because you ghosted me before it could go anywhere else." we talk every now again but yea. Then there was this guy named Nick we dated for a year or so. He was supper sweet and nice. Also really addicted to sex but he never asked me to show which was good for me bc i dont like showing yk? I also dont like when guys show me. I wouldnt care if it was a girl i was dating but yea. We dated for a while, broke up a few times and then ended the whole relationship and friendship horribly because he wanted to be a cunt.