so far this is my life

i bite harder blondie.



I made this note on my private account bc my sister doesn't follow it lmao. But itd about her. So recently we've had a thing going for cleaning and earning money around the house. She decided a few days ago that she was allowed to change that with telling no one about it. Which was very fucking irritating. Her new thing was that she was only going to clean the outside of the house on the weeks she's here and every week, including when she's here, I'll clean the inside. Never did she talk to me about it. She just forced it on me. And so my idea was that I get paid more. You make me for more work. I should get paid more. But now it changed again bc of her. Her new thing is if you see it's dirty, then clean it. I think not. I am not doing shit on the weeks that you are here. That is your job, not mine. Now, if I want to earn extra money, I'll talk to my mom beforehand about it. Otherwise, I'm sticking to cleaning the house when you aren't here, and when you are here, I ain't doin shit. I am not going to waste my time and let you be able to relax. I do not give a rats ass about your home life. I do not care that you have to clean the house at your moms. I do not care that you have to pay for yourself. I do not care. Over at dad's shit is different, and you know that. You don't even know half of what I go through, and you like to play victim. My life is just as hard as yours. Maybe harder. It is not my fault that you have a shity life. It is not my fault you turned out to be a screw up. I will not let you try to ruin what I have created on my own. I will not let you ruin my relationship with my mother. I have a good enough relationship with deric to where I don't have to lie. I can simply ask to do something and I'm allowed to do it. It is not my fault nor my problem that you are not trustworthy. I am doing what we agreed to. Which I'd cleaning on the weeks you aren't here. Now, when I get a job, that'll be harder, but I'll get my shit done. I always do. What's your fucking excuse? Tennis? That's honestly sad. You skip practice and then get pissed when ppl tell you that you kinda sucked at your last game. I love my life and how I want to. I am free to do what I want. Stop trying to ruin it for me just because you can't do shit anymore. It's time that you grow tf up. Bc honestly, it doesn't look good on you to keep acting like a spoiled brat. You had a complete sob story, and you think I believed it? Maybe some of it was true, but honestly. You get more shit than I could ever get. I have to settle for less than you, so shut tf up and grow up. When we are older and I have more money than you. Stay out of my life. I have no reason to help you.

Have a good life.

Please excuse my vent/rant. I'm beyond angry bc this has been happening for weeks now, so yea. My mom and deric are going to hopefully figure this shit out bc me and Jorja had an agreement of her week she does all the cleaning, and my week, I do all of the cleaning. She doesn't have the right to just change it so now I'm leaving it in the hands of my mother.



Anyways, thanks for listening, and have a good day/night, lovelys <3