So, I'm back, again? I don't know anyways not the point. Um, as the title says, Me and Kye broke up like 3-4 days ago now. It's been great (sarcasm) I cried the night we broke up, like I mean sobbed and I barely let myself get that far because I only really like let a few tears fall and then yea but this time I sobbed for at least an hour or two which was soooooooo much fun lmao. We did end up talking about it, and it was a good conversation even though it made me cry harder, but I think that's normal? Any who were taking a break so that way we both can work on ourselves and then hopefully we'll be able to get back together and make things work and I swear I want to marry this idiot and if I could id marry her now even though we are about 1,853 miles or 1 day and 3 hours away from each other or at least that's just driving into the state and not to her actual home. Anyways, if I could do that, I so would, but we need to work on things before that happens, which is fine and it's understandable, so yea. When the time is right, though, I'm hopeful we will make things work and will have some sort of life together. If that doesn't happen, then that's okay, because honestly, getting to have known her this long is enough for me. Getting to have loved her this long was so much more than I could have ever asked for, and I am very, very grateful to have met her. I honestly wouldn't change a thing about anything we went through because honestly, I'm glad of how I turned out even though I don't really have any friends and I'm basically alone but that's beside the point. Anyways I wish the best for her, and I hope life is good for her, and she gets everything she's ever wanted in this life. And if I'm not the one who can give that to her, then I hope she finds someone better than me who can give her everything. Kye, if you're reading this, then just know that I love you, and I am so glad that I met you, and I got to love you and date you and see you and learn things about you. I just only hope you don't regret me.
Ich Liebe Dich Kye. <3
Goodbye for now, lovelys!!
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so far this is my life
Non-FictionHey, I'm a 17-year-old girl whose got a sort of chaotic life but maybe not as chaotic as yours... My Name is Sophia, and this is my story, if you don't like it then shut up and go away.
