its abt something else..always

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Yk, how can someone talk about one thing but mean something else? That's what I think is happening right now - yk? I don't even know, but it just feels like I'm losing again. I mean, I have issues yea we all discovered that. Lmao, but I mean, I literally feel like I'm losing myself to the point I might as well not have my memories anymore. I want to forget who I am. I want to start over somewhere new. Where no one knows me. Where I can be myself and not have to worry about anything. I want new. I want better. It feels like I'm talking to someone about one thing, but if you read between the lines, it's really about something/one else, and it hurts. It sucks. And I don't know how to fix it. This is also something you can't  help me with. No matter how much you may want to help me, you literally can not. The only thing you can do for me is to be there and to understand me, but clearly, no one understands me sooo yea back to keeping it all to myself and never asking for help

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