I know in the last chapter I said a lot, and it was all true. Everything I say in this book is true. Now it is my book, and I don't have to be nice about things . Honestly, I think I'm fully done caring about anyone's feelings when it comes to this book. If you don't like what I'm saying, then I can't help you. I'm not going to argue with anyone. I'm not going to cry about someone not liking my book. I'm not going to wish you a terrible life. I don't honestly care anymore. I've had my heart ripped out of me several times, and I'm finally at that point that I just want to heal and not deal with anything. And I just want someone to appreciate me and me alone. I don't want to feel like I'm being cheated on. I don't want to be cheated on. I want to be someone's priority. I want someone to be crazy about me. I want someone to be in love with me and just can't wait til they can see me. I Wana be told things if we're dating over wide I freak out and will spam you. I don't want to argue with people. I don't like arguing, and even if I was in the wrong, I'll still argue. I'll still sit here and fight with you about something. I want you to understand where I am coming from and understand me. And know that I'm not looking to fight but to be understood and to be heard. All I want is to be heard and seen. I just want to be loved the right way. I want to be posted, and I don't wanna ask about it (every one of you). I wanna have dates even if we're thousands of miles away from each other. I want someone to leave me little sweet texts messages in the mornings. I want someone to make me feel appreciated. I want someone to want to take me out and to post me, and let everyone know about me. I want that relationship we're we both feel important to each other. I don't want to sit here asking you to choose me when in the end I know you'd never choose me. Just I know that later in life you will regret not choosing me..and I won't be there for you to come back to. I can't keep staying around for people to change. So it's either we change things now and make shit work or..we stay friends and I move on with my life. I love you guys, but I seriously am done with the bullshit of being treated shity by all of you. You know who you are. Anyways thanks for listening.
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Goodbye for now, lovelys
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so far this is my life
Non-FictionHey, I'm a 17-year-old girl whose got a sort of chaotic life but maybe not as chaotic as yours... My Name is Sophia, and this is my story, if you don't like it then shut up and go away.
