you wouldn't even notice

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I could disappear in the next idk 24 hrs, and no one would notice until it's been a few days bc then everyone would wonder why I didn't respond. I think it's funny how people will say that they are always there for you and make it a promise. But that's a promise you literally can not keep. There are some promises you just can't keep no matter how hard you want to, and that's okay. I could leave, and no one would notice unless they needed me right then and there. You barely even notice me when I'm here, man. And I mean, I understand life gets busy, and we get busy I get that but like fuck man. No, you're not my favorite person anymore, but I still try to check in on you and hang out with you. No, you are not my best friend anymore, you have a new one and that's okay. We grew apart. No, you are not my friend bur your my brother.. we are not close anymore. No, you are not my friend. You are an acquaintance. Yes, you mean a lot to me. All of you do. But I don't get the same treatment I give to you. Even when I'm in a shity mood, I still try to check in on you. I got used to it at this point I guess but I'm just stating that no one would notice. But I would.. I would notice..

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