so far this is my life

Mitzu

I met this girl this year. Her name is Mitzu, and she was good friends. I think she's actually the only one i let willingly touch me. She drives me insane but im sure i do the same to her. lol She's actually an okay person. I love hanging with her, but idk. At one point, she hated my guts bc of something we aren't going to discuss, we aren't that close lol even tho im telling you people literally everything, which is weird, idk. Anyways, she's a nut case, but she means well. She doesn't mean harm, she doesnt mean to hurt you, but she does. She's the person i go to when i need someone. Even when she makes me feel like shit for opening my mouth someday, i still go to her. Somedays i dont because i know i bother her like i do my other friends, but sometimes it's if i dont text you, then we lose touch. And i dont want to lose her. I didn't lose anyone, but i can't stop people from leaving, so if you guys want to leave, then i wish you all the best. Just close the chapter before you go. Mitzu is a friend i didn't think I found. Mitzu is a person that i like to spend my time with, i dont care what we do i just want to hang with them, but lately, we won't be hanging out. someone's busy. I feel like i should give up on everyone and see how long it takes someone to notice. Anyways, Mitzu, you're not alone. Everyone will leave you behind, Not everyone will hurt you or understand you, but promise me something. dont give up on me or yourself. You are worth more than you think you are. Love you weirdo.